ZwiLife
Chapter 16
TSHILILO
He got out of bed and went to take a towel and threw it on me while he sits on the bed with his eyes still glued to mine. I spat the semen on the towel and felt like vomiting…yerrr
Thembu:”how is it?”
Me:”why the f*** would you ask that? It’s disgusting” I said giggling. I wiped off my mouth and ran to the bathroom with him behind me
Thembu:”it can’t be that bad” I turned around and looked at him while walking backward
Me:”unless you’ve been masturbating then this is the semen that’s been waiting to be released for more than a year” God he looked at me and smirked while trying to avoid a laugh. I quickly cupped his face and kissed him…he quickly pushed me away
Thembu:” f*** Tshililo yerrr” I was in stitches of laughter by now
Me:” now we are even” I walked to the bathroom and went to the basin where I washed my mouth and he came and stood beside me and gave me a charming smile and rinsed his mouth too
Thembu:” I feel like we are back to varsity” I smiled
Me:” mhm I will go with our first month in this house”
Thembu:”huh really now?”
Me:”yeah really”
He came and hugged me from behind and we gazed at each other on the mirror…I was looking at his eyes and he was looking into mine. He started kissing my neck and then the back of my neck…I just stood there and beamed. He stopped and looked at me again while his hands massaged my shoulders. He then kissed my back and then slowly went down on his knees as he kissed every part of my back including my ass. I just stood there with my hands covering my breast as I let the sexual sensation took the better of me. He forced my legs open wide with both his hands between them…I looked behind me and he was kissing in between my legs…damn can I explain what I was feeling? My whole body went into serious convulsion…it was still too early for me to be feeling this way…what will happen when he actually starts doing me? I started shaking immediately…I felt the electrical forces travelling through my body forcing me to involuntarily moan and shake…God I held onto the basin with my eyes closed and leaked my bottom lip and let out one soft moan and he stopped. I felt my body giving me a final convulsion and then I finally managed to open my eyes…I was struggling to stand so I kinda stumbled and used the basin to balance myself. Thembuluwo held my legs and turned me around so that I may look at him. He reached for my panties and took them off slowly with his eyes not leaving mine. I just stood there with my one hand at the back of my neck while liking my bottom lip in the mean time…my breathing wasn’t normal people…I was breathing faster than normal. He cracked a weak lazy smile and then held my hands while he was still down on his knees and he started kissing my v line….God can he just do it already? All this teasing wasn’t good for me...I’ve been dry for more than a year…I didn’t need this.
Me:”ahhh nana”
Thembu:”shhhhh!” I swallowed and closed my eyes while my nails dug onto his head. He forced my legs to open up with his hands and that’s when his head went in between my legs and the nigga looked up at my V and damn his tongue did things to me that sent shivers down my spine…I screamed people…saying that I was moaning will be the understatement of the year…
Me:’Thembuluwo stop” I was almost crying…f*** my nigga didn’t stop…no Thembuluwo didn’t stop…you don’t stop a nigga from doing you while his head is already between your legs and you’ve been starving him for months. I held onto his head as I felt my breathing escalating and then I felt as if I was losing it again…I was battling to breathe and to do anything…I lost all sense of reasoning and just called out his f*****g name
Me:’Th…Them…Thembuluwo please stop” I begged. He finally stopped and looked up at me with a smile on his face and his mouth dripping wet…yeses…my head was spinning
Thembu:”you came” I looked at him with my teary eyes and just swallowed. With the speed of light my thug got up and carried me up and took me all the way to the tub…oww yeah a bath tub…he made me sit on it and then he looked at me with a smile on his face….everything was happening so fast and it felt so damn good…I was too overwhelmed
Thembu:”get ready”
Me:”owww noo…I can’t take it anymore” I said with my scared voice while covering my face with my hands…he removed my hands and looked at me
Thembu:” you are the strongest woman I know Tshii...you’ll make it”
Oww God he called me Tshii? Was that my new name now? Tshii? Whatever happened to nana. I sat on the bath tub with my feet on the floor and he got in between my legs again and f*** I don’t think I was ever going to show my face out of this bedroom ever again…who scream like this when enjoying something? How was I going to look at Andani tomorrow? I tried…s*** I tried not to make a noise but Thembuluwo was not making it easy for me. You know how some guys just gently kiss your clit and are all gentle and you moan lightly like you are acting some movie? Well this was not one of those scenes bruh….the nigga was eating on my thing. God I pulled on his ears because he didn’t have long hair and I had nothing to pull on to but he still didn’t stop…he kept on sucking my V while my toes curls up and straightened up and then curls up again….my V was a Luvuvhu river by now but did Thembu care? He didn’t. I tried to balance myself but I failed and then I fell on my back in the bath tub. He looked at me for a moment and laughed…I couldn’t help but laugh too…I thought we were going to take five minutes laughing break but nahh my baby was not about to rest because he helped me sit up and he started kissing on my boobies…f*** did I say the night was still young? We were sooo going to have a long one.
EUGENE
Ignoring Andani was not the easiest thing to do but it needed to be done. I didn’t need any destruction at the moment. I drove to Cape Town in the evening after spending some time at the hotel in George resting. I saw her going to the Doctor with Tshililo and I also saw her going to the restaurant with her. They were laughing and that made me believe that she was fine. That’s all the drive I needed right now. At least I knew that she was being taken care of and I didn’t really have to worry about her. I now that she was hurt because I was ignoring her but Andani tend to make me so mad sometimes. I called her mom this afternoon and talked to her son…he was happy to hear from me…he called me daddy and I loved the sound of that. Hearing Omphulusa calling me daddy kinda saddened me…I mean with Andani still pregnant there was no guarantees that the baby will live. I talked to Sizwe and Dendron this afternoon and they told me that Vhusani had been cooperative…she seemed like she could do what we wanted her to do but if she fails….well I would have no choice but to eliminate the problem. I know she was Andani’s best friend but if she threatened my existence as a free man then I’ll erase her from the face of the earth without second thought. Hopefully she was going to cooperate and I won’t have to kill her because I didn’t want to but if it comes down to just me or her then….then I would have no choice but to do what need to be done
I was now in my house laying out some plans with Dendron and Sizwe…Lusani was supposed to be here but he was fired….i had a team of my guys that were just waiting for me to give them a go ahead and we are good to go. We were leaving for Nigeria tomorrow though…yep Dendron said Jug was spotted in Naija just yesterday. The boys had been up working since yesterday….they were collecting as much information about this guy as they possibly could. He had a big team of guys and some of his guys were last spotted while taking a flight to South Africa so I had to make sure that I talk to Ndivhuwo to really be careful about my wife….i also doubled up the security in her place in Venda….i didn’t want any of her family member to be in danger
Sizwe:” here is the map of his location” he said handing me a piece of paper when we were sitting in my study
Dendron:” that’s the house where he is staying” they came and stood beside me
Dendron” this right here is the house he stays at and this one right here is his family’s house”
Me:” so the first house is more like an operational house? That’s where his businesses takes place?”
Sizwe” yeah that’s the place”
Dendron:”and we might have a problem with the fact that we can’t pin point the location of his guys here in Mzansi” I breathed
Me:” don’t worry about that….if they try anything funny I am sure we can stop them”
Sizwe:” if I may ask…where is Luu?”
Me:” he doesn’t work with us anymore” the boys were astonished
Dendron:” but w-“
Me:” I am not going to answer that” someone knocked on my study door…I shook my head in anger and walked to the door. I went to open and Lusani was standing there.
Me:” is this you tryna get killed?” I was looking at him
Lusani:” I am sorry to just pitch but I still have your keys” I looked at him like he was going crazy
Me:” mind giving them to me?”
Luu:” Gee” I smiled
Me:” I’m gonna do this with a smile because keeping a straight face might make me kill you sooner than I can try to stop myself” I was still smirking
Luu:” can we talk in private?” f*** what’s wrong with this boy? I walked out and closed the door. I walked to the lounge with him
Luu:” I will leave for Mexico tomorrow”
Me:” good for you”
Luu:”I just want you to know that I am sorry”
Me:” cool”
Luu:” so this is it?” I looked at him with my eyes wide open
Me:” is there supposed to be more?” he laughed and then looked at me
Luu:” I can’t believe that I lived for you for years and this is the thanks I get. Are you tryna tell me that you never wronged Rod? That you’ve always been perfect? Did he do this to you when you made mistakes?”
Me:” you didn’t just mentioned my father’s name here” I was losing it
Luu:” I did….you know why? Because Rod was a much better man than you ever will be…it’s just a pity that he has you for a f*****g son…you are ruthless and stupid and insane” I grabbed him by his neck and pinned him against the wall and squeezed my hands tight around his neck
Luu:” kill me Eugene…and the memory of me will always be a reminder of how much of a failure you are in life. You failed to have a son…you failed to make me your family….i feel sorry for that little baby that Andani is carrying” I suddenly lost all strength and let him go…I looked at him wanting to cry but I couldn’t do that in front of him
Luu:” you don’t kill your family when they wrong you….you give them space and with time you forgive them but killing has always been an answer for you…”
Me:” leave” I said in a calm voice. I wasn’t about to let this boy get to me. I had to get him to leave my house
Luu:” I am leaving and always remember that everything I have done has been for you”
Me:” I said leave” I didn’t want to lose my focus because it’s things like these that could get me killed. He got up and threw the keys at me and walked out of the door.
NDIVHUWO
So I spent the whole afternoon making plans to follow Eugene to Naija. I had the private Jet to take me and I also managed to hack into his computer and his email address so I had access to his everything at the moment. I knew the plans he had laid out and I had put in place some mitigation measures for the obvious mistakes that I spotted during his planning. Hopefully he was going to pull this off and I won’t have to get involved but the chances of that happening were very slim though. I had my team ready as well. I don’t know man…there was just something about planning a fight that made me feel sane…I can’t even begin to explain the level of excitement I was in because of all this. I knew I stand to die if I make a mistake but hey…the thought of knowing that my life was on the line is what made this even more fun…this was the game that I enjoyed playing because I was sure as hell not a loser on these kinda games.
That evening I decided to go home so that I may eat breakfast with my family tomorrow morning before I embark on this journey. I wanted to call Kate for few rounds but sex aint good during times like these…it makes you weak and confused so I decided that I would see her when I come back. I drove home at around 22:00 in the evening. I parked my car at the driveway when I got there. I walked inside the house and walked straight to my room. I was still at the passage when I heard a woman screaming. I stopped walking and listened carefully…f*** it was coming from upstairs…I quickly ran up the stairs with my heart beating out of my chest. I could hear that it was Tshililo’s voice as I reach Thembu’s bedroom. Was he hitting her? F*** this boy…I thought he had changed. The level of anger I carried with me at this point was beyond anything I had felt before. I opened their bedroom door without knocking…there was no one there
“Thembuluwo please“ okay she was crying? They must be in the bathroom. I quickly ran to the bathroom door that was wide open and I stopped on my tracks when I saw them
Tshili:” I love you” she breathed. Tshililo bent over forward with her hands holding the bath tub and Thembu was behind her holding her hips with both his hands and banging on her…they were having sex…I stood there for few seconds and let the tears fall. They didn’t see me
Thembu:” ahhhTshii”
I swallowed twice and felt my chest expanding and my head spinning and then I quickly turned around and walked back to the door. I stumbled onto a couch and I fell on it because I was too confused and could hardly see anything. I quickly got up and walked out of the room and out of the house…I stood outside in the garden and just looked up in the sky and tried to erase the picture that I just saw.
ZwiLife
Chapter 17
NDIVHUWO
I can’t even begin to explain how I was feeling. Yeah I know she was married to my brother and they were bound to have sex obviously but I honestly didn’t want to have it engraved in my f*****g memory…how do I forget something like that huh? How do I forget the way his muscles tightened as he banged on her? I stood there with my hands in my pocket and just looked into the sky. This was me trying to calm down and come back to my senses. I had a big one tomorrow and I needed to be sane so I couldn’t run around town crying and stressing…I needed to be calm right now. I don’t know how long I must have stood there but it must have been about an hour. I was even afraid to step inside the house again…I didn’t even want to hear the sound of her voice. I decided to go to my hotel room…staying in the house would just bring me nothing but pure heartache. I got inside my car and drove to my hotel room that’s always booked. I got there and took a long cold shower and then hooped into bed and slept.
TSHILILO
The following morning I couldn’t get out of bed. I felt like I was just hit by a bus. The muscles in my body were stiff and gut-wrenching. I tried to stretch my legs but they hurt so bad. I opened my eyes and found that I was alone in bed. I sat up with my back against the head board. I couldn’t help but smile when I looked at the painting on the wall. So this is what I will wake up to every morning? I was seriously in awe over this… I looked at it and giggled. I was still smiling by myself when my Thembu walked in.
Thembu:” hey beautiful” I just smiled at him while scratching my head
Me:” hey”
Thembu:” I am finishing up breakfast for everyone so you’re gonna have to wake up and freshen up so long”
Me:’ I really don’t wanna show myself out there” I said while I try to think about last night
Thembu:” it was to be expected for us to act a little crazy…it was our first sex in more than a year…everyone can understand that”
Me:” yeah but Andani don’t know about the whole thing”
Thembu:” come on please…don’t ruin our morning” he gave me a peck on the mouth and then walked out of the room. I forced myself to get out of bed and stumbled all the way to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and was horrified…my weave looked like it’s been hit by Tropical Cyclone Dineo
Me:” wow…I should hit the salon today…this is really not on”
The weave was literally upside down and the wool and some pieces of the weave were now hanging. There was a time where Thembuluwo was pulling on my weave last night so that’s probably why it was looking like this. I got into the shower for a quick shower. When I was done I went back to the room and to my closet and took out some track pants and a track top and got dressed. I wore some sleepers and walked down the stairs. Andani was watching TV when I got there
Me:”hey”
Andi:” hey…Thembu said he is taking care of breakfast today” she was all relaxed and seemed happy…I just smiled
Me:” oww he did?” I sat beside her and crossed my legs
Andi:” yeah he did and I think I know why” she giggled
Me:” I am so sorry”
Andi:” you really don’t have to…this is your home”
Me:’ no you don’t understand…that was our first love making in more than a year…let’s just say in almost two years” she shockingly looked at me with her eyes wide open
Me:” I can’t get into the details now because I am not ready to talk about it but it’s a long story” she looked at me as if concerned
Andi:”I am sorry I am just trying to make sense of it all and it doesn’t” I gave her my fake smile
Me:” I’ve been kidnapped and used as a sex slave for few months in Kenya….Ndivhuwo brought me back and ever since then I haven’t been able to allow him to touch me” she gave me a horrified look…the memories of my stay in Kenya were agonizingly flooding my mind all of a sudden
Andi:” what?”
Me:” and now I don’t want to continue talking about it…that’s all you have to know”
Andi:” of course i…uhm I understand” she said rubbing my back.
Me:’ is Ndivhuwo around?”
Andi:” nope…I don’t think he is back yet…his car is not outside”
Me:” ow” I was a bit worried about him…he left yesterday saying that he was going to plan the battle that’s about to take place and he didn’t come back home. I took out my phone and called him…I wanted to find out if he was okay and I had to wish him well on the fight. He picked up the call after letting it ring for a while
Me:’ hey”
Ndiv:”yah”
Me:” are you gonna come home before you leave?”
Ndiv:” nahh I don’t think so” his voice was cold
Me:” oww uhm I thought you were gonna have breakfast with us”
Ndiv:” judging from the way you’ve been screaming I really didn’t expect you to be up by 10:00…that was some serious sex you were having” what?
Me:” huh? Ndivhuwo how did you know about that?” he giggled…f*** he was angry…that’s the laugh he made when he was pissed…why was he angry though? Thembu was my husband
Ndiv:” do you wanna know what I thought when I heard you screaming? Stupid dumb founded me…I thought he was hitting you so I ran up the stairs and all the way to your bedroom and then all the way to the bathroom and guess what I found” I put my one hand on my forehead and breathed…he came in my bedroom?
Me:” Ndivhuwo”
Ndiv:’ what?”
Me:” are you drunk?” it sounded like he was drunk
Ndiv:” just a little”
Me:” oww God please come back home…you can’t go on a fight like that” he laughed
Ndiv:” it’s funny how you act all confused just because I am drunk…I am not your husband and if I wanna get myself killed then I will….if I wanna come back home I will but right now I don’t want to because I really don’t want to see your ‘I’ve just been f***d face’ and his ‘I’ve finally got it’ face during breakfast…I don’t need that in my life right now”
Me:” but Ndivhuwo why are you pissed? He is my husband”
Ndiv:” exactly…you shouldn’t be calling me acting all concerned. Can you believe none of my brothers have called me yet? And yet you are the most concerned one? They trust that I can pull this off and meanwhile you’ll be acting like my wife being all stressed and panicking” wow this was the Ndivhuwo that I didn’t know
Me:” okay I get why you are talking like t-“
Ndiv:” no you don’t get s***…you don’t get to act all concerned for me Tshililo…just stop this act okay? Stop acting confused because you are confusing me too. You are his wife and he is the one you f*** so stop calling me and stop carrying about me…just stop stop stop anything that has something to do with me and I will do the same”
Me:” ok” my voice was more of a squeak…I was in shock
Ndiv:” goodbye” and he hung up. I looked at Andani who seemed like she was psychoanalysing me
Andi:” what do you think you are doing?”
Me:” huh?”
Andi:” you just had the best night with your husband who is preparing breakfast for you by the way and here you are calling his brother because you are concerned about him? You’ll hurt these guys Tshililo and if you are not careful you’ll lose both of them or they’ll kill each other for you and you won’t like that”
Me:” I know I am being stupid and you are right…I should stay here and enjoy my breakfast”
Andi:” you said something about a fight…I thought you guys were done”
Me:” we are but Ndivhuwo wants to back Eugene up without Eugene knowing” she finally relaxed
Andi:” oww”
Me:” yeah so your Eugene will be protected…you should pray for him…it helps”
Andi:” I will thanks”
EUGENE
That morning we left for Naija. We were going to get there at mid night and we were not going to waste any time. We were going to attack him that same night and we would be out of the country by tomorrow. I had a team of 20 guys…Dendron and Sizwe included. We got to the airport and then I met up with Bally…Bally was my contact in Nigeria and he had all the equipment’s we were going to use for the night. Bally was a tall dark skinned man…he wasn’t easy on the eye so it took some guts to actually look him straight in the eyes…he was ugly like that. He brought enough cars for all of us. We got into the black Audi’s that he brought for us and we drove to his house. We arrived at a complex where he owned a two bedroom flat at the centre of Lagos. He had serious riffles stored up in there. The flat was not a normal neat looking flat. Nahh it was dirty and had nothing but computers and riffles and bags of drugs…I don’t know how someone can store so much illegal objects in a flat…could it be that he had serious reliable contacts with the police? I mean this was too risky
Bally:” we only have few hours to make this happen…we should be done by 03:30am” I smiled at him
Me:” consider it done bruh” I signalled for my guys to choose the kind of guns they were each comfortable with. After that we all sat down and Bally connected his laptop to a projector and did a serious presentation for us. It was one thing to have Dendron and Sizwe explain how everything was but it was another to hear it from someone like Bally who actually knows the place and the person we were going to. He showed us a map showing us a route from here to Jug’s house and then a house plan and where he kept his machines and were he usually hangs out
Me” you seem to know everything about this guy…should I be impressed or doubt your loyalty?” I mean how did he come to know so much about jug? What if Jug had already got to him and I will be walking into a lion’s den?
Bally:” I am offended…after all the effort I have put into bringing all this together and that’s the thanks I get?”
Me:” okay let’s just move on”
NDIVHUWO
I left for Naija at about 11 in the morning…that was after my phone call with Tshililo. I tried my best not to think about her because its things like that, that could get one killed. I was also drunk a little bit by the time we left the country but I knew that I would be all sobered up by the time we get to Nigeria. I got there just before midnight. I had booked a hotel with my boys where we were going to stay. I had 6 guys with me…I didn’t need a soccer team to pull this off. We made some deals to be able to fly with all our machines. We got to the hotel and the first thing I did was get into my computer and check their arrival to the airport. Eugene and his guys were welcomed by a strange man. I didn’t know him…so I took his photo that I acquired from the airport cctv and searched him on some of my apps…I had to find out if then guy was legit. i got various responses from my applications and these included photos of him in various events and locations. I was going through the photos when I saw one picture of him and ….well him and Jug. F*** it Eugene…you should have done a thorough background check. The guy’s name was Bally Golibea….he was Jug’s cousin…owww s*** Eugene you’ve just committed suicide. I sat back on my chair and shook my head…how could he have not known this huh? Unless Bally has now fought with his cousin but if they were still getting along then it meant that Eugene’s plan was going to fail dismally because Jug would be patiently waiting for him on the other side…Eugene would delivering himself to Jug on a silver platter…nahh not silver…rather on a gold platter.
ZwiLife
Chapter 18
EUGENE
I was still in my meeting with Bally and my guys when my phone rang.
Me:” excuse me guys…do carry on without me” I took out my phone and the caller was Ndivhuwo
Me:” it’s my woman…she is probably worried” I gave Bally a faint smile and walked out of the flat and to the passage
Me:” first you followed me to Nigeria and now this? What do you want from me?” I said as soon as I picked up the call
Ndiv:” oww so he knows that I followed him…how did you know anyway?”
Me:” when I heard that my computer was hacked then I had to find out who did it and you managed to protect your IP addresses and all that crapy IT stuff but I knew it could only be you…Paps told me that you and your twin are computer geeks and I knew he wouldn’t let me do this on my own so I started digging”
Ndiv:” and someone told you that I am coming to Naija?”
Me:” you seem so concerned about the fact that I knew you are here”
Ndiv:” if you are as good as you say…do you know who Bally really is?” I squimed
Me:” Jag’s cousin I know” Ndivhuwo giggled
Ndiv:” so you are good?”
Me:” disappointed?”
Ndiv:” do you want my help? Don’t be too proud my man…this is serious…I really can help” I laughed
Me:” keep your help” he giggled
Ndiv:” pride can get you killed”
Me:” if you still want us to have any little relationship left then you better stay away from this. Yes you can watch from a distance I don’t mind you doing that but I don’t want you getting involved and sticking your nose in my business because I will be furious and you don’t really want to deal with me when I am furious”
Ndiv:” I will watch and if I see that you are failing then I will intervene because I promised you grandfather that I will look out for you”
Me:” let me die if that’s what it boils down to”
Ndiv:” hold your f*****g horses bruh…you aint about to die because I wont let you so go out there and have your fun…but I will be on stand-by” he said that and hung up on me. I stood against the wall and thought about my plan. I obviously knew that Bally was Jug’s cousin but I needed him in order for me to get into the country and to get the equipments but that’s all done now…I certainly didn’t need him anymore. I walked back to the flat and found him talking to my guys
Me:” thanks for the map and all the information you provided my man” I said shaking Bally’s hand and after that I took out my riffle and shot him on the stomach…it had a silencer so I didn’t cause unnecessary noise.
Sizwe:” what the hell?”
Eugene:” he’s been doubling crossing us and the plan he gave us was going to get us all killed…Dendron found out about it…everyone looked at him”
Dendron:” he told me not to tell the whole team”
Guy1:” what’s the new plan now?”
Eugene:” my gut tells me that Jug is coming over here for us…he has no idea that we know anything about him so I think the plan is for him to just pitch here and kill us all while we are not expecting him…he wasn’t going to let us get to his house. Look at this flat? It looks like a dump so if I was him then I’d choose this place to kill my enemies as opposed to changing gunshots at my business premises”
Guy2:” it makes perfect sense”
Me:” but then again…I always make perfect sense”
Sizwe:” so we are just gonna wait here for them?” I smiled and opened up my laptop and connected it to the projector
Me:” here is our new plan” I showed them the plan of the building that we were in
Me:” I wrote everyone’s name over where they are supposed to hide. Each of you have a specific location and since all the guns have silencers then we have to make this snappy. I am not sure if Jug will personally show himself in here but if he doesn’t I will leave with three of you and go to his house and I am sure that he wont have much guys with him there because most of them will be here”
Guy3:” we are still not sure if Jug is really coming here”
Me:” its those type of thoughts that can really get you killed…Jug is not dumb so he wont let me go to him so he’ll rather come for me and end me…that’s why Bally welcomed us and brought us here to stall us a little…can everyone get to their loc-“ my phone rang again and I checked the caller ID and it was this prick Ndivhuwo again…f***
Me:” what is it?”
Ndiv:” they are on their way…you’re sure you still don’t want my help?”
Me:” go to hell” I hung up
Me:” now everyone grab your machines and go”
NDIVHUWO
So I am sitting in my hotel room with my laptop infront of me and sipping on some Coke…Eugene said he didn’t need my help so I was just gonna relax and let him be. I tried offering my help but the nigga was tryna prove some point so I will let him be. I thought about it and shrugged. Well, maybe I should just go and chill at the nearest garage or something…just incase things turned sour for him and his team and then I would be there. I looked at my guys who were chilling and eating since we got here
Guy 1:” is it time?” he was looking at me as I close my laptop
Me:”yeah…we might not get to do anything though”
Guy 2:” as long as I got to eat some Nigerian food then I am cool” I looked at him and couldn’t allow myself to laugh at such nonsense so I just shook my head
THEMBULUWO
Andani went to bed early and she left me and my wife cuddling in the lounge watching a movie. We were still chilling like that when a bullet flew in and broke the window and then shot on the couch we were sitting on…it almost hit Tshililo
Tshili:” Thembu!” she screamed
Me:” baby run…nana run!”
I screamed while I push her out of site and I went down on my knees trying to look around. I had no idea who might be doing this. The shots came from the window in the lounge that was starring back at us. I got up quickly and ran to the kitchen but I slipped and fall before I could get there. I was panicking and shaking. I never expected something like this to take place. I quickly got up and proceeded to run to the kitchen. This was the closest place I knew I could get a gun. I was shaking by now and my hands had suddenly become clumsy. I opened the wrong cupboard and looked inside but then I realised as I was throwing away the cereals that were in there that I got the wrong cupboard. I then opened the right one and my hands were still shaking as I entered the combination to open up a safe. I could hear the gun shots again…I managed to open and took out both two guns that were inside. I switched off the lights in the kitchen so that I can be able to look at whats happening outside but I saw nothing. I started crawling back to the lounge and I managed to switch off the light too and looked outside through the window. Okay so someone was hiding behind Andani’s car that was at the driveway. That couldn’t be the person who was shooting…someone else must have been shooting. I looked carefully and I saw another one hiding behind the picnic table. Tshililo walked back to the lounge with a riffle….like a serious riffle
Me:” Tshililo you are supposed to be making sure that Andani is safe” I whispered
Tshili:” Andani is safe in her room” I looked at her and smiled
Me:” I never wanted you to do this again”
Tshili:” I know”
Me:” stand back” I looked at the person behind the picnic table and waited for him to stand up and aim…he finally did that after few seconds and I got him on the head. The one behind the car tried to change the location and I got him too and he fell. We waited for a while as we look around and we saw light outside the gate and then a car driving off. I breathed
Tshili:” they are gone?”
Me:” yeah and we have to deal with the bodies…the police might be here any minute…we are not sure if the neighbourswont call them…we need to rush” Tshilio looked at me with her eyes wide open
Tshili:” you want me to help?”
Me:” I am sorry my love I really am nana but please you will cry after we are done…we cant have the polive find these bodies here”
Me:” we can say they were trespassing…they have guns” she was screaming at me
Thembu:” and our guns are illegal Tshili…I’ve been arrested before and I am not about to go back in there again please I cant risk it” she looked at me with tears in her eyes…I pulled her to me and gave her a hug and then quickly let go. I kissed her on the mouth and we walked outside with out hands on each other.
Thembu:” we are just gonna put them in the boot of the car and hope that the Police don’t look inside”
Tshili:” my car…because its In the garage…we cant put them in Andi’s car because its just out here”
Me:” cool…got get your car keys and drive your car out here…at least we wont have to carry the bodies for too long. She ran inside the house and then she came back few minutes later with Andani
Tshili:” get my car from the garage quickly Andi”
Andani was shaking and unable to do anything by now…Tshililo had switched off the light by now just incase. Tshililo got in Andani’s car and reversed a bit to make a way for her car. I went to the first guy we shot who was at the picnic table and I pulled him. Tshililo ran to me and assisted me. Andani managed to reverse a car and brought it to us and we carried the first body and threw it in the boot of a car…Andani had put a blanket in there. We went to the second beody and carried it into the boot as well. We then closed the boot of the car and Andani drove back to the garage and locked. We then heard the car sirens. Well we quickly ran inside the house and kept our lights off. We planned on keep quiet if the police rang the bell to our home. I was sure that one of the neighbours called them but I was quite sure that all they saw was a car and bullets coming from our direction but no one could never be certain that it was coming from here. I scratched the first plan and decided that maybe I should show myself outside and ensure everyone that the intruders didn’t come to our home because ignoring the cops might make them think that maybe the intruders managed to hijack us or maybe kill us and that’s why we were quiet.
Andani was a wreck at this point…she was actually mortified…she was sitting in a corner in the kitchen…she was on the floor hugging her knees and rocking herself back and forth with the mixture of tears, mucus and saliva all over her face…it was not funny. Tshililo was in my arms. She was holding me so tight you’d swear she was trying to squeezz the life out of me. Is it me or my wife had suddenly become a softy? Maybe everything we’d been through traumatised her and now she was not as strong as she used to be. She told me that she was no longer strong and now I had proven it….she was holding me with her body shaking or should I say panting…it was bad. Someone buzzed at the gate and we suspected that it was the cops. I went to answer the phone and Tshililo couldn’t let go of me so she held my t shirt and followed me. I let it ring for a while before anwering it…I couldn’t have the cops thinking that I’d just been waiting for them.
Me:”its just before midnight so who are you and what do you want?”
“It’s the cops”
Me:” oww what’s up?”
“There were gun shots in this street and we are just trying to find out if anyone heard or saw anything or if anyone is robbed for that matter”
Me:” I heard the gun shots but I have no idea where they were coming from…they were not in my house and please if any family around here is robbed…we realy would like to now so that we can do something to up our security”
Cops:” sure case…we are glad you are still safe. So far none of the familiues said the intruders were at their house so I am guessing this was just one of those gangster boys taking some chances”
Me:” oww yah it must be them”
Cops:” sorry to interrupt your night sir…good night”
Me:” bye” I put the phone down and we all relaxed
Andi:” what now? I mean the bodies?” she sniffed
Me:” I will take care of it tomorrow…right now I want you ladies to rest”
Andi:” I am so sorry but I can’t…I cant sleep alone after this” she cried
Me:” I get it…uhm babe you should go sleep in Andi’s room and I will just sit on the couch and watch you ladies as you sleep…okay?” I looked at Tshililo who nodded and then at Andani who did the same
Tshililo:” I have just carried a dead person’s body so I want to shower first”
Me:” also cool by me” Andani went to the bedroom while Tshililo went to the shower. She didn’t use our mainbedroom shower but she used the one close to Andi’s room. I told the girls that I will be in the passage so that both of them may feel safe while Tshili was in the shower.
ZwiLife
Chapter 19
THEMBULUWO
I sat in the passage and waited for Tshililo to get out of the shower. She actually took longer than I expected…I was expecting her to have a two minutes shower but she spent way more than that. I finally decided to go check on her. I got there and found her sitting in the shower with the water on and she was crying.
Me:”nana” I said in panic. She didn’t look at me but rather just continued sobbing. She was sitting in a corner while hugging her knees and crying
Me:”Tshililo” it was as if she couldn’t hear me… I put the water off and went to her and sat on the wet floor in front of her
Me:” my love?”She looked at me
Tshili:” you promised…you both promised that we will never ever go through this again but look at us now Thembu” she yelled
Me:” I am sorry”
Tshili:” as if that’s going to fix anything…once this starts it never ends…we are never gonna be free again…this is the beginning of the end isn’t it? Who the hell are those people?” she was still yelling at me. I hated seeing her like this…I didn’t wanna see my wife this hurt
Me:”they are not our enemies…we didn’t cause this, I mean we’ve been quiet for almost two years now so it could only be Andani…they were here for her” she got up and put her hands on her hips and laughed with tears still gushing out of her eyes
Tshili:’see? I said it…don’t get me wrong I love having Andani here because she is a good girl but I told you all from the beginning that having her here will take us back to guns and blood but no…nobody wanted to listen to me…ya’ll went on and on about having allies…I mean I thought we were really done with this life and if we are then why do we need allies huh? It only meant that you never really got out of this life and that’s why you still see the need to collect allies…you all just took a break and now that break is over…we are all about to get swallowed again”
Me:” you are overreacting” she laughed again
Tshili:” overacting? Finally…I mean finally I managed to overcome my fears and I’ve finally managed to move on from what happened in Kenya and I was starting to think that maybe I can start being a parent to my kids and maybe have them back here next year but nooo…how can that happen when we have bullets flying in through the windows huh?”
Me:” babe I kn-“ she was pacing but then she immediately stopped and looked at me with nothing but terror in her eyes
Tshili:” oww my God Thembu…the family…don’t you think they can go for our family just so that we can give them Andi?” f*** I never thought of that but I didn’t wanna start panicking because Tshililo would worry more if I start panicking
Me:” Xolani will take care of it”
Tshili:” Xolani is at his house with his wife Thembu….our kids and your parents are….oww my God” she sat down on the floor and sobbed. I took out my phone from my pocket and called Xolani
X:” f*** what the hell? Iam sleeping bruh” he said in a sleepy voice
Me:” we’ve been attacked….i am talking about bullets flying in through the windows”
X:”what? Who could possibly do that?” he sounded very much alive now
Me:” our f*****g job….it’s the job”
X:” damn it…its Andani”
Me:” yeah I am sure they came for her and we don’t know what they will do to try and get her so you gotta go to our parent’s right now…we can’t take any risks bruh…Ndivhuwo is gone to Naija and I am here with Andi and Tshili so please you gotta take care of the family that side…just in case those niggas attack our family so that we can give them Andani”
X:”I will do that right away…are you guys okay though?”
Me:” more than okay...leave now”
X:” sure” after the phonecall with Xolani I went to Tshililo and handed out my hand to her
Me:” come…you need to rest” she stood up with her hand on mine. I gave her her pyjamas and she got dressed
Tshili:” I am scared to go back to that life. A lot had happened and I really don’t want a repeat”
Me:” you won’t okay? I will make sure of it” I kissed her on the forehead and we walked back to Andi’s bedroom. Andani was sitting on the bed
Andi:” I couldn’t sleep” she still had tears on her face…Tshililo climbed on the bed and went to her
Tshililo:” come” she hugged Andani for a while and then they slept. I sat on the couch and watched over them.
EUGENE
Everyone positioned themselves in the location that I designated for each of them. I was waiting down in the underground parking of the building….there were four other guys in different spots just here at the parking. Jug’s guys drove into the parking…they were in four black Mercedes …the guys got out and straighten up their legs and then took their machines and walked inside the building. I was patiently waiting for Jug but he was nowhere to be seen. It was when the last three guys had just got out of the car that we started shooting at them all and then ran inside the building to finish the rest. We managed to end them all in just about 10 minutes. We then gathered in the flat
Guy 1:” that was quick” he said that and smiled
Me:” we are going to Jug’s place now”
Sizwe:” you’re sure he won’t suspect a thing?”
Me:” he has no idea that his plan has failed so he won’t know anything until we get there…now let’s go”
We took the machines and went to the lift that took us down to the ground floor. I was on the first group of guys to make it into the lift. We got to the ground floor and we were greeted by nothing but silenced gunshots just like ours….f*** it only took us less than a second to realise that more guys had followed and they were onto us. I didn’t have the time to check who was shot or who wasn’t….i started shooting right away…I couldn’t even see who I was shooting at but I was just shooting. After a while we got out of the lift when we realised that everyone was done…not just that but three of my guys were on the floor…three others were only shot on their arms…and I only got one shot on my left foot…but I didn’t care…I wasn’t about to stay here and nurse my pain.
Me:”Blanco try and stop the bleeding from these three please…the rest of us we need to make sure that this is really over and then we can move to Jug’s house…I know ya’ll in pain but just try to stop the bleeding for now and we will remove the bullets when this is all done.” I said that while I was looking around for more guys. The second group of my guys got out of the lift and were shocked to see us
Dendron:” what happened?” he said as soon as he got out of the lift
Me:” is that a rhetorical question or I am really supposed to answer? Let’s get going” I led the way to the car. We carried the three guys that got shot to the cars as well and then we drove off.
We went to the location that Bally showed us. It was not really a fancy house. It was a huge yard with few houses inside. We all got out of the car as soon as we got there.
Me:” this guy is not expecting us but rather expecting his guys to come back with me…so let’s not waste time in here…I want him dead…I don’t care who does it, I just want him dead” the guys nodded and we quickly walked in with our guns.
We split up into four groups and we each went to a different house. I went to one house with three guys and to my surprise…there was no one in there….like no single person was in there. Okay that’s not what I expected…we walked around all the rooms and found nothing. We went out to the other house and we ran into our other guys and they found nothing. We all looked around and nobody was home. I screamed in frustration…where the hell was he? If Jug was not here then….then he was anywhere and I’ve just started a fight. I calmed myself down and called Ndivhuwo
Ndiv:” so you’ve finally admitted that you want my help”
Me:” where is he?”
Ndiv:” where is who?”
Me:” Jug…I know you took him even though I told you I don’t need your help” Ndivhuwo went quiet for a while and then finally managed to say something
Ndiv:” are you telling me that you didn’t find him?”
Me:” you don’t have him?” okay if Ndivhuwo don’t have Jug then I’ve really screwed up…we are all screwed
Ndiv:” you told me to chill and not to help you why would I have him? Owww s*** Eugene don’t tell me that you have no idea where he is because this guy could be in Mzansi for all we know…do you have any idea what you’ve done?”
Me:” I will find him”
Me:” so Jug is just gonna wait around for you to find him? He is going to hit you where it hurts the most and we both know where that is and the f*****g s*** is that my family is with your damn fiancée Eugene…you’re gonna get my family killed you stubborn self-cantered prick” he was pissed
Me:” f*** we have to leave the country now Ndivhuwo”
Ndiv:” you messed up…you’ve finally started a big one for us all…you should have let me help…it wasn’t going to take anything away from you…you are good I know but sometimes we both need help…I need help from others sometimes too but noo…you are too proud…I would have come over there and deal with him while you deal with his guys but…”
Me:” enough!” I screamed
Ndiv:” it’s not enough…I will tell you when it’s enough damn it!” he screamed back
Me:” Goodbye Ndivhuwo” I hung up and took a deep breath
Me:” we gotta leave…now”
NDIVHUWO
After the phone call with Eugene I was beyond pissed. I called Thembuluwo immediately…I was praying that the family was okay.
Thembu:” Ndivhuwo”
Me:”are you not supposed to be sleeping now? I am supposed to be waking you from your sleep”
Thembu:” not really”
Me:” everything still good?” I was actually having a silent prayer
Thembu:” we were attacked….gunshots through the windows”s***
Me:” noo!” I screamed
Me:” how is she? Thembuluwo how is she?” my stomach was into knots already and my muscles tensed up
Thembu:” Andani is fine…she is sleeping peacefully…you don’t have to worry about her”
Me:” no damn it…I mean Tshililo…Tshili…how is she? Is she okay? Please tell me she is okay” Thembuluwo went silent and said nothing
Me:” Thembu!” I said in a calmest tone ever…I was scared
Thembu:” she is my wife Ndivhuwo” he said in calm voice
Me:” okay okay how is your wife?” I was rolling my eyes
Thembu:” you don’t get it do you? You need to stop acting like she is yours…you can’t be panicking like that for her” I closed my eyes and opened them again with my one hand on my hips
Me:” okay…is she fine though?”
Thembu:” she is not dead if that’s what you are worried about”
Me:” let’s talk business now…you need to make sure that you are awake the rest of the night…things are bad this side…Eugene can’t find Jug and we have no idea where he is at the moment so I am coming back home…just…just keep them safe in the meantime please”
Thembu:” so this means that as long as we have Andani in this house then none of us is safe?”
Me:” sadly yes…”
Thembu:” I will see you when you come back then”
Me:” sure”
EUGENE
We were about to leave the premises when we heard cars scratching outside and then gun shots…f*** we were trapped inside this place and we has no idea how many guys were out there and we were not even sure if we could trust the other exit gates that Bally gave us…he must have been lying for all we know. I quickly took out my phone and called Ndivhuwo
Me:” I need your help”
Ndiv:” f*** I actually don’t give a s*** if you live or die…you put my family in danger and for that you deserve nothing but death”
Me:” I am at Jug’s house just in case you change your mind…I don’t really have time to beg right now because it’s about to get ugly….get here if you can”
Ndiv:” I won’t” and he hung up
ZWI A PENGA – LIFE AS WE KNOW IT
Chapter 20
EUGENE
Me:” get ready for some fight boys” I said that and got my gun ready.
The boys pulled up their brave faces and got ready to shoot. I split us up into four teams…three of our guys were down so it was just 17 of us now. We both went to different corners of the house and waited for the guys. Jug’s guys didn’t waste time to get to us and suddenly there were bullets flying everywhere. We exchanged gun shots for a good 15 minutes and I am happy to say that at the end we were the winning team. Three more guys were down and I only had 14 left. We carried the injured guys out to the car immediately. I knew that this wasn’t the end of it. The fact that Jug was still out there somewhere meant that he was still going to come on to me again. Worst part was that I was in his country and had no idea how many guys he had. Our flight out of Naija was tomorrow morning around 8 and now it was somewhere around 2 in the morning so we still had few hours to go until we could leave the country.
We couldn’t drive back to the flat because it could be even more dangerous. We went to the cars and I kept asking myself what I was going to do in order to keep us alive. We got inside our cars and we were about to drive away when we saw a car driving our way. Yeah I know this was a busy street and cars were bound to drive by even at this hour of the morning but we didn’t want to risk anything so we immediately started the cars and drove away. My car was at the front with Dendron on my passenger seat. He had his phone and was using it to navigate so that we don’t get lost even though we didn’t know where we were going. So we drove for about 10 minutes and the car was still on our back…we turned left and the car still followed us…okay it was confirmed…someone was following us. I knew that the car behind us couldn’t possibly be dangerous…the danger that scared me is what was to come. That car was just keeping tabs on us so that if we stop then Jug will immediately be aware of where we were.
Me:” call Sizwe and tell him to stop that car…he need to kill whoever is in there” I said to Dendron who immediately took out his phone and called Sizwe and put his phone on the speaker
Sizwe:’ shoo”
Dendron:” you need to step on the brakes in front of that car and shoot on em”
Sizwe:” consider it done…do you know where we are going yet?”
Me:” nahhh, I am not even sure if we are going to stop…Jug is on us”
Sizwe:’ okay let me deal with the car”
Me:’ sure” he hung up and I kept on driving. My phone rang right at that moment and it was Ndivhuwo
Me:’ sure”
Ndiv:” i am at Jug’s house and you are not here”
Me:” we managed to work it out but thanks for showing up”
Ndiv:” ow owk fine then”
Me:” are you leaving for Mzansi now?”
Ndiv”:” yeah why?”
Me:” my flight doesn’t leave until tomorrow morning and with Jug on the lose I can’t stop anywhere because I think he is tracking me”
Ndiv:”so?” I rolled my eyes
Me:’ if you have enough space in your jet…I am asking for a lift for me and my guys”
Ndiv:” sure thing…I will give you the address to the airport where my jet is at…you’ll meet me there”
Me:’ sure” he hung up…I looked at Dendron
Me:” we got the lift home” I said while looking straight on the road
Dendron:” you don’t look happy”
Me:” well…I killed a hell lot of people today but not him” I was really worried and even though I killed most of his team members I was not satisfied because I knew that after this Jug will be coming for me with everything he got
Dendron:” he is gonna come for us”
Me:” exactly but I am not really worried…I can keep us safe…I just hate looking over my shoulders”
Dendron:” yeah its kak”
ANDANI
The following morning I woke up and found Thembuluwo standing in my room while starring outside the window. I just looked at his back and smiled. It was really a good site to see if you ask me. I quickly removed the thoughts about Thembu out of my mind; I turned around and looked at Tshililo who was still fast asleep. I didn’t sleep well last night…after the shootings I hardly closed my eyes…I only slept after about two hours and I had bad dreams throughout my sleep. I sat up on the bed and Thembu turned around and looked at me. He wasn’t happy…he looked really worried
Thembu:’ hey” he said with a bit of a frown
Me:” hi”
Thembu:” how did you sleep?” I shook my head
Me:” terribly…I…I am still shaken” he gave me a faint smile
Thembu:” it’s to be expected” Tshililo opened her eyes and sat up
Tshili:” morning” she yawned
Thembu:” hey love”
Me:” morning to you too”
Thembu:” how was your sleep?” he moved to her side and sat on the bed. I realised how much I missed Eugene and that’s when I finally remembered that I hadn’t heard anything from him since yesterday morning. God what if…what if…..no I shouldn’t think like that. Tshililo said it’s better to be positive in order to stop myself from all the worrying and stressing
Tshili:” like a baby” I looked at her in shock
Me:’ you’re serious?” she looked from me to Thembu
Tshili:” I don’t know if you guys really wanna hear how I am really feeling right now”
Thembu:” I wanna know” he said caressing her mouth and she touched his hand and smiled
Tshili:” well…it’s really weird. I was scared last night and I was worried about the whole thing. But…I realised while I was sleeping that I kind missed it” what the f*** did she say? Thembuluwo just looked at her and said nothing…she chuckled and continued
Tshili:” I reminisced over it before falling asleep and I loved the rush of fear I felt when it was all happening…how I carried that rifle ready to shot so that I may save my family….how Thembu looked at me with the look that only says ‘I can die for you’ and then shoot the guys without as much effort. This is me people…I think I love being a gangster wife…I got gatvol and hated it because of what it made me feel and I was worried when it all happened again last night but I see it now….this is us Thembu and we’ve been through so much together…so this…whoever is tryna attack us have another thing coming…i am not scared anymore…if anything I am fuelled up and ready for this” okay I just looked at her without blinking…I was still trying to make sense of all this…Thembu smiled
Thembu:” I was really worried last night…I think I just got my real Tshili back” he said that and laughed and then helped her out of the bed and hugged her…what the f***?
Thembu:” I finally got all of you back” he giggled and spun her around as they laugh together.
I was just sitting on the bed battling to make sense of everything she said. I looked at them and shook my head…so this girl was some hard-core gangster bitch then? Is that it? I started blinking and felt like crying. I didn’t want to end up like that. I didn’t want to be like that. Not ever, I didn’t want to love this life. Yeah I wanted to just get by because I loved Eugene but I didn’t want to end up feeling the way that Tshililo was feeling. They broke the hug and looked at me with smiles on their faces
Me:” the bodies…what are we gonna do with them?” Tshililo looked over at Thembu waiting for him to come up with the solution
Thembu:” I will take them somewhere today”
Me:” and leave us alone in the house? I don’t think so”
Thembu:” you’ll both come with me then…we can’t keep them in the car forever…they will start to smell”
Me:” can’t you ask someone to do it?”
Tshili:” we don’t deal anymore so we have no one anymore”
Thembu:” uhm let me ask Ndivhuwo if he can’t get someone to do it” he took out his phone and called him but his phone went straight to voicemail…he tried again and he got the same response.
Thembu:” let’s keep them in the car for now…I will dispose of them tonight if I don’t get hold of Ndivhuwo the whole day” Tshililo shot at Thembu with a panicking look…she looked like she wanted to ask something but she kept quiet
Thembu:” I’m gonna go outside and clean the blood stains from our picnic table…you ladies should make breakfast so long”
NDIVHUWO
So we finally landed that evening…it was somewhere around 22:00 at night. Ndivhuwo organised for his guys to leave and I did mine. We then drove together in my car to Thembu’s house. We got there and I called him to tell him that we were home so that they don’t hit the panic mode when they hear a car outside. I parked my car at the driveway. I looked around and couldn’t help the thought that someone had the nerve to come here last night. Yeah Thembu called this afternoon and I got one of my boys to come dispose of the body. I felt like we were back at it again…
Me:” you do realise that you’ve really started a fight right?”
Eugene:” I will correct it” I just looked at him and shook my head
Me:” okay” he nodded and got out of my car.
I sat there and felt like crying. I was now back to this again. Being out there felt much better…it was better compared to this reality that I was faced with. I know I was not supposed to love her anymore or care about her anymore but you know that saying about gangsters and love? That when a thug love a woman then she becomes a queen to his thrown? And that gangsters are a one woman’s man? That’s me people… I made her a queen to my thrown and I couldn’t change it. A heart wants what a heart wants and for me it was her. I smiled and shook my head while I thought about how stupid I might look and how stupid she might make me out to be and how annoying Thembu might think I was. I mean Tshililo was supposed to be someone I hated…the girl had done way too much to hurt me and yet I find myself falling for her again and again. I got out of the car and walked to the house. I got there and put my hand on the lock and just stood there for a while. I was debating with myself whether to walk in or not. I knew for sure I didn’t want to see her. Yeah I panicked when I heard that something happened over here because I honestly couldn’t imagine a life without her again…yeah she was not mine but seeing her was enough for me. I let go of the lock and walked back to my car. I was about to get in the car when the door opened and Thembu walked out.
Thembu:” hey” he wasn’t smiling…there was a little bit of hate on the way he was looking at me…I fully understood why he was angry at me
Me:” hey” he put his hands on his pocket and looked at me
Thembu:” glad you are back safe” I laughed a bit
Me:” no you’re not” he looked down and then back at me
Thembu:” okay yeah I am not…I was kinda hoping you’ll die” he wasn’t laughing or smiling…he was serious and I didn’t blame him…not even once
Me:” I don’t blame you”
Thembu:” you are my brother I know but I want you to stay far away from my family Ndivhuwo…I don’t want you sleeping over at my house anymore….i don’t want you here unless you really have to” I looked at him and just smiled…so this was really happening vele? I was being chased out of the house?
Me:” you do know that I can do whatever the hell I want right? I am still the same crazy Ndiv from way back and the crazy me could choose to disobey you and be here every minute of everyday” I looked at him and he was boiling with anger. He shrugged his shoulders
Thembu:” I am hoping that the better version of you is the one who is in control and you’ll do the right thing and choose family instead of a fight”
Me:” I never said I wanted to fight…you are the one banning me from your house”
Thembu:” because you still love my wife dammit! Dude you cant even hide it” he shouted…he looked like he wanted to cry
Me:” I will stay away…far far away…I guess I will get to see you when it’s necessary and when she is not around because that’s what you want” I was about to get in the car when Tshililo walked out of the house
Tshili:” uhm…hi” she smiled at me
Me:” hi” I said with my cold voice. I got inside the car and drove off.
I took out my phone and texted Kate as I drive
“My hotel now” that’s all I said. She replied immediately
“I didn’t expect to see you so I am at a friend’s party…you told me you are going away” I huffed in anger
Me:” I am back now and I want you to come to the hotel…tell me if you are not up for this anymore and I can start with the auditions for the next sex buddy” I pressed send and waited
Kate:” I will be there in a few” I tossed my phone away and I drove to the hotel. I got there and parked my car and sat inside for a while. I then got out of the car and went to the building and all the way to my suite. I took off my clothes and went to the shower. After my shower I found Kate sitting on the bed. She had the key for my suite
Kate:” hey” she said with a smile
Me:” hey…shouldn’t you be naked by now?” I said in my cold tone…she frowned?
Kate:” Ndivhuwo what’s wrong?”
Me:” what are you tryna do? When did you earn the right to ask me what’s wrong? Me and you are just f*** buddies and the only thing we do is f*** and that’s all” she looked at me and swallowed
Kate:” but you said you wanted to try ‘sweet’” she said in a low sad tone
Me:” I did but I don’t want ‘sweet’ today…today I just want our usual f***” I said in my most desperate tone…she shook her head and looked away and then back at me
Kate:” why? Why did you even make me think about the idea of you and me as something more than just this huh? It was all fine until you mentioned ‘sweet’ why did you do that?” I looked at her and didn’t know what to say. I wasn’t about to have an argument with her…I didn’t have time for that
Me:” are we doing this or not? That’s all I wanna know”
Kate:” you are a jerk”
Me:” and you knew that from the start…I never said I was anything more than that…I told you I want someone to help me out because I am incapable of falling in love and that I am not the cuddling and lovey dovey kinda person and we were fine so you calling me a jerk means nothing because you are just telling me something that I already know about myself. Back to my question…are we still doing this?” she walked to me and struck me so hard on my face…she then ran to the door with tears on her face. I quickly ran to her and grabbed her hand
Me:’ what the f*** Kate?” she was crying
Kate:” I hate you” she sobbed…evhanna? Why was she crying? I was not her boyfriend
Me:” all this because I once mentioned wanting ‘sweet’?” I was seriously confused
Kate:” I don’t ever want to see you again” she tried to fight me so that she may open the door but I pulled her to me and hugged her…I don’t know why I was doing that but I knew its what she wanted…she didn’t hug me back but she didn’t fight me either
Kate:” I want to leave Ndivhuwo…let me go” I rolled my eyes while I still held her in my arms
Me:”nahhh you are not leaving…you want ‘sweet ‘and I will give you ‘sweet’…I won’t have sex with you but I will just cuddle…is that sweet enough for you?” she let go of me and looked at me…I wasn’t about to have this girl look into my eyes because she was obviously going to except me to immediately give her the moon and the stars so I looked away because I couldn’t offer her that
Me:’ I can order something to eat and drink and we can just chill until we fall asleep” she just looked at me and said nothing
Me:” please?” I needed her here though, even though she didn’t want sex I wanted to keep my mind occupied for the time being.
Kate:” okay”
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