Zwi a Penga (English Version) 26-30


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So the Doctor came and told us that I was a dad. Yeyyy my son was alive and kicking. He was born a premature though but I was not bothered as long as he was fine. We were not allowed to see him at that moment because they were still monitoring him but they allowed us to see Tshililo. She was happy to see me and my parents…she also got to meet my dad for the first time. After spending a little bit of time, my parents said they’ll be outside and Tshililo asked for me to stay behind and I did. The moment my parents walked out Tshililo changed and gave me her angry face. I thought we were fine but the madam was still angry about Sharon…in fact she said she was leaving me…yep we were separating. She said she could deal with my gangster life but she couldn’t deal with mistresses and being the second best. We agreed that we were going to pretend like we were ok to everyone for now; we were both not ready for people to know that we were separating…not yet.

We got home and my mom was pissed at my dad about Xolani. So we managed to sit down and listen to my dad explanation. Apparently my dad went to work in Mthatha while my mom was still at school and that’s when he met Xolani’s mom. My mom found out she was pregnant with me and two months later Xolani’s mom also found out that she was pregnant with the twins…so Xolani and I were just two months apart but were born in the same year. After few years Xolani’s mom gave birth to another child Nwabisa who was almost Rendani’s age. So after that my dad got a job back at home and abandoned his family. I don’t understand how he lived with himself knowing that he had kids he wasn’t maintaining. My dad was responsible for me being a criminal and he was also responsible for Xolani being a criminal...if my dad didn’t leave them then Xolani wouldn’t have gone out looking for piece jobs. I felt this rage towards him. What kind of a person was he? Fucking up his kids’ life like this? Jay called while we were in the middle of this whole argument. He told me that they had dealt with the boy who kidnapped Sharon. I also told him that my wife was in hospital and that I was now a father. I left my mom and dad bickering and went to see Xolani….my dad kept on apologising to my mom.

I knocked and he opened for me
X:"damn Thembu what do you want?"
Me:"we need to talk"
X:"I don't wanna talk”
Me:"you know you are not being fair Xolani, it’s not like I knew about this whole thing, I am as shocked as you are right now"
X:"you will never understand how it feels like Thembu, to learn that the man who abandoned you years back was actually playing happy family with his other kids? You have no idea how much I longed to have a father, and all this time, he was being a father to you"
Me:"I am sorry things happened like that bro but it’s not my fault"
X:"I understand that it’s not your fault but I want you outta here owk?"
Me:"you are kidding right?"
X:"I am so damn serious Thembuluwo, I want nothing to do with you or your dad or anyone close to you for that matter"
Me:"you don't mean that"
X:"owww believe me I do" I looked at him in disbelief
Me:"but you said if you'd meet your dad you'll want to be part of his life Xolani, has that changed now? I know you need him"
X:"that was before I found out that my dad is your dad.....I always knew that maybe he had a family somewhere and I always thought I'd ran to him and hug him if I get the chance to meet him but.....the honest truth is he don't want me in his life, I don't mean a thing to him, if I meant something,  he would have contacted me, he would have come back to us, or maybe just keep in contact, but he didn't do anything"
Me:"I am sorry"
X:"I want you to leave"
Me:"I am not leaving you like this Xolani"
X:"owk I am gonna have to force you to leave then", he reached for something on the drawer, it was a gun, he pointed it at me
Me:"Xo...Xolani ...wha...what do you think you are doing?"
X:"asking you to leave my damn room" he was so calm but at the same time i could see the fire in his eyes
Me:"Xolani put that thing down" he put his finger on the trigger
X:"i said get the F***k outta my room owk? i wanna be alone" I stumbled upon the chair and walked to the door
Me:"just know that i love you and i am sorry about my dad" I quickly walked out and closed the door.

I walked out the door and stood there with my back against it. That didn't look like Xolani, Xolani is not that type of a guy. He was really crushed.
X” F**K" i heard Xolani screaming and then a sound of things breaking, that scared me. I slowly opened the door and looked inside, the gun was on the floor, the sound system and everything else was just scattered on the floor. I walked in and went to sit close to him. He cried and rested his head on my shoulder
Me:"i am sorry Xolani"
X:" I am nothing Thembu…I am a piece of s*** and no body wants me”
Me:"that’s not true, i love you, my mom loves you, your mom and sister loves you"
X:"what about my dad? Does he care? And what about Noks? And then there is Sihle. She is also gone bro, just when i was giving my heart to someone again and she decide to leave me and what happened to Xolile? He left me too. It’s just me Thembu…everyone is gone”
Me:" you are not alone, i am here though, I am not going anywhere, you are my brother, i love you and i will never, i mean never leave you"
X:"my head is spinning, like everything is coming back, the pain of losing Xolile...." he stopped talking and cried even more
Me:"i am here for you, i will be your brother"
X:"but why, I do have the money Thembu, lots of it, i can buy anything i want, but I am not happy at all, my life is sad....my life is F****d up"
Me:"no its not"
X:"i think i really want to be alone"
Me:"no you don't, lemme me call Sihle"
X:" she don’t want me, she said she don’t roll with gangsters” he was still crying, he was really messed up and this was all my dad's fault. It reminded me of how messed up i was last time when he beat my mom and i beat him back, that was the night the whole charade with Sharon started. I took out my phone and called Sihle.
Sihle:"hello"
Me:"hey Sihle, where are you?"
Sihle:"uhm at campus"
Me:"owk come to Xolani's room"
Sihle:"there is no way that i am coming anywhere near you guys, i don't wanna be kidnapped mna"
Me:"ahgg Ftsek cut the crap man, you've been chawing the gangster’s money for almost two years and now you don't do gangsters? Xolani need you here and he is in a bad space, he just learned where his biological dad is and he is losing it so please i need you"
Sihle:"owww, his real dad?"
Me:"yeah that’s exactly what i said"
Sihle:"uhm ok i am coming”

Sihle arrived and we filled her in on the fact that Xolani and I were brothers and that my dad was his dad. I left them there and passed by Sharon’s room. I just wanted to apologise to her about what happened since I was the reason why she was kidnapped…after that I drove to the hospital. Tshililo was still angry at me and said that she was not changing her mind about leaving me. The Doctor came and told us that we can go see our son…you should have seen our smiles. For that moment we even forgot about our disagreements. We kept on looking at each other and then back at our son
Me:” Thembuluwo Junior Mudau…TJ, that’s his name” Tshililo giggled with her eyes straight at the baby.
I wanted to hold him so bad but I guess I had to wait a bit for that. I looked at Tshililo and thanked her for giving me this gift, even though I almost ruined it, I told her how much I loved her and how sorry I was and how I wanted to do things differently but she didn’t say anything…all she did was look at our baby and talked about how handsome he was and how he looked like her but in all honesty, that baby looked like me.

After a while we were told that it’s enough and we went back to Tshililo’s ward. I was helping Tshililo to sit on the bed when my phone rang. I looked at the caller and it was Jay
Me:"hello"
Jay:"V Boy, S**t is about to go down, the F****in cops are on our case, they are digging bro, they are searching my damn place as we speak, others are at Javas and Gerrit, i think they will also come for Sticks and possibly you and X"
Me:"what?"I said with my hand on my head
Jay:"i think some lunatic is on our a*s bro, someone want us behind bars...you don't have lot of cash lying around do you?"
Me:"uhm..." i was trying to think fast
Jay:"any guns? Any coke? Boy you need to get rid of anything that can be incriminating and act cool when the cops come to your house ok?" I was now shaking
Me:"uhm ok, i will call Xolani right away"
Jay:"do that, please keep everything incriminating away, you do have a business to justify your lavish life style neh?"
Me:"yeah i do"
Jay:"alright then"
Me:'sure" i dropped the call and looked at Tshililo
Tshili:"what now?"
Me:"i have to go"
Tshili:"and here i was thinking that maybe...just maybe we can make this work....is Sharon kidnapped again?"
Me:"no, the cops babe, they are coming for us"
Tshili:"what?" in just a split second her eyes were teary
Me:"yeah i have to go"
Tshili:"babe please you can't go to jail"
Me:"exactly… so i have to go, I need to sort something out" I went to her and kissed her like it was the last time
Me:"whatever happens, you are everything to me and i love you"
Tshili:"be safe and i love you too" she shouted as i was walking out the door...whatever happened to ‘we are separating’

I tried calling Xolani while I was driving but he was not picking up, I then tried Sihle and she picked up
Sihle:"hello"
Me:"hi Sihle can you please give Xolani the phone please"
Sihle:"uhm"
Me:"Sihle this is Serious, i need Xolani on the phone now"
Sihle:"he...he is not here"
Me:"what do you mean he is not there?"
Sihle:"well he left, i tried to get him to calm down but he was just too angry and he stormed out"
Me:"F**k" I screamed as my car was standing at the robots. People in the cars close by looked at me shaking their heads
Me:"WHAT? Haven’t you seen an angry person before?"

I didn’t have any drugs lying around but I was worried about Xolani…what if he had something on him? And the guns? Dammit. I got to my house and my dad was alone in the living room. Mom was apparently taking a nap. I ran to my room and took out the guns I had there and took them to my son’s nursery room because I had a safe there…it was well hidden and I was sure as hell that the police were not going to think of searching there. I then went to the kitchen, somewhere in my cupboards there was a gun and I also took it to my son’s bedroom too. My dad kept asking me what was wrong because I was running around and looked a bit scared but I kept telling him that everything was cool. So I had covered everything there was to cover, except for Xolani of course. I tried calling him again and he ignored…I tried again and then finally he picked up
Me:'Xolani where are you?"
X:"who is this?"
Me:"Xolani it’s me, Thembu"
X:"owwwww my haaaalf brootheer nehh?" dammit, Xolani was drunk,
Me:"Xolani where are you? The cops mfowethu"
X:"what? ahhhhh theeee....coooooo.........psss" he said that and laughed…I blew out some air putting my one hand on my forehead trying to calm myself down
Me:'where are you xolani?"
X:"i...aam...nooot sure....uhm what’s....theeeee naame of this place again?" ok this was a waste of time
Me:"owk, where is your gun and your stock and the money? I need to hide them"
X:"theee money? What money?" so I dropped the call realising that talking to him was a total waste of time…I called Sihle instead
Sihle:'did you find him?" 
Me:"yeah but he is at some bar drunk, uhm i need you to do something for me"
Sihle:"owk"
Me:"go over Xolani's things please, look for a gun, drugs and stacks of money please, take them to your room if you find them"
Sihle:"woahh woah woah hold your horses, you can't really be serious right now Thembu, are you saying that Xolani has drugs? So you guys are on drugs?"
Me:"damn Sihle what do you take us for? We don't use them we sell them man, Sihle there is no time the cops are coming"
Sihle:"what do you mean the cops are coming?"
Me:'the police are searching our places and they might come for Xolani's room so please just look for the stuff"
Sihle:'huh uh...i ...icant"
Me:"Sihle of course you can...please listen to me.....Xolani will go to jail for many years if the police can find that stuff in his room"
Sihle:'why can't you ask him to come back?"
Me:"he is wasted, he don't even remember my voice"
Sihle:"eish Thembu"
Me:"please Sihle i wouldn’t be asking if it wasn't the matter of life and death"
Sihle:'but you are coming right?"
Me:"yeah i am on my way"
Sihle:"owk"

So I said goodbye to my dad and left. Tshililo called me while I was on my way. She was just checking up on me. Well I told her that all was still well but I still had to go to Xolani’s place to sort out his stuff…she didn’t understand what was wrong with Xolani so I told her that it’s a long story and that I will explain later. I then got to Xolani’s room and Sihle showed me a gun, a bag of money and some coke she found. We took the gun, money and the coke to her room. She was a little reluctant at first but I begged and told her that if they were to search her room and find the stuff then I’ll take the fall.

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So I got home and found Xolani in the house. He was drunk as hell bruh. He was standing there crying and asking my dad why he left them…well my dad kept on saying that Xolani needed to rest and they’ll talk tomorrow when he was sober. My mom was also trying to get Xolani to calm down. I got there and also tried to calm him down. I looked at my dad and hated him…I couldn’t believe that just few hours ago I was forgiving him for what he did to us. So I told him a piece of my mind. I told him how much of a disappointment he was in our lives and how he turned us into little monsters, and how he had ruined Xolani’s life by not being there. I also told him about how I didn’t want him in my son’s life and that I will fight to the end to make sure that I become the exact opposite of him. I was still going on and on when he gave me one hot clap on the face…I couldn’t believe it.
Me:"really? Are we back to that now?" i was looking at him straight in the eyes
Dad:"I am your father Thembuluwo, yes i am not perfect but you need to respect me" he said holding me by me t shirt’s neck…I held him by his shirt too
Me:" I am not a child anymore and if you need me to respect you then you have to let go of my t shirt because..." i paused and took a deep breath
Me:" because I will show you flames" I said through gritted teeth
Mma:" what is going on in this family? Thembuluwo let him be he is not worth it" I let him go and he did the same
Me:'we’ve way passed the years of beating each other up in this family. You are never ever going to beat me up ever again or my mom for that matter. As for you mom…stop treating him like he is some kind of an animal, those years are over"
Mma:"THEMBU!!" my mom screeched again, I hated how my mom was afraid of my dad
Dad:"are you threatening me? Thembuluwo is this you threatening me? All this money is getting in your head huh?” he tried to punch me but I caught his mid-air
Me:" dad please I don’t want to fight with you” I said that still holding his hand.

My voice was a whisper, dammit, i hated what i had become, a copy of my damn father. i realised at that moment that i had allowed him to make me like him, i had allowed him to make me violent, i had allowed him to make me what he was….a damn monster. i looked at my mom who was sitting with tears on her face and the pain was written all over her face. I looked at Xolani and he had passed out, i was kinda glad that at least he was resting. We were still going through this family feud when someone knocked at the door. Yep just like what Jay said...the police were on my door step with a search warrant. I let them in and they searched the house. Obviously my parents asked me questions. My dad said that he had always suspected that maybe I was on drugs and today it’s been proven. I made it clear to them that my businesses were legit and that being a young black person, people always suspect you for being involved in some shaddy dealings if you happen to get rich. And yes the police didn’t find anything in the house so they said goodbye and left.

My parents didn’t just buy my story so I had to be a little bit more convincing. My dad didn’t understand how Xolani became so rich…he was his son after all. So I told them that Xolani did a loan a long time ago and started one business and then another and then here we are. Well, they were still a little bit not so sure but it looked like they believed me. So at the end my dad was excited that his sons were rich…can you believe it? Ow it gets worse, he also suggested that we buy him a good car…like seriously? I had a long day and I was dead tired. So I took Xolani to my room and get him to bed. I then got into bed and gave my wife a call.  We talked about the whole police charade and she was happy that I was at least safe. After a while we said good night and I went to bed…maybe the separation was off after all.

The following morning my mom woke us up. We all had to go see the baby. Xolani knew nothing about the baby and was shocked when my mom mentioned it
X:" the baby?"
Mma:"Xolani you didn’t know?"
Me:" nope, he was in his own world yesterday remember?”
X:"if the baby is born then why are we still here? We are supposed to be at the hospital" Xolani quickly woke up, he looked really excited. He walked towards the bathroom
Me:"hey hey hey not so fast bro, there is no way that you are using my bathroom. That’s for me and my wife so how about you go to the other bathroom"
X:"eisssh why you gotta kill my mood bro, i am excited to see my little son, yerrrrrr"
Mma:"i am glad you are happy Xolani, i was worried about you last night"
X:"worry not mama, none of this is your fault"
Mma:"owk i will leave you boys to get ready and please for the sake of the baby, let’s keep the peace today, just for one day please” my mom walked out
X:"eish Thembu sorry about Yesterday hey, i was really going through some stuff"
Me:"nahh i know, its fine"
X:"and do you have any idea how i got here from the club?"
Me:"so you don't remember?"
X:" i only remember being at the club and that’s it"
Me:" you were wasted hey, you couldn't even recognise my voice on the line"
X:"you lie"
Me:"i am dead serious and you went on to dad as well"
X:"i did? Well i hate his guts at the moment but i am not gonna let that ruin my day to see our boy, i will just ignore him for the wholeday"
Me:"that’s the way to go...and oww last night the cops were here so i had to-" Xolani cut me off
X:"hey hey hey wait a minute, did you just said cops?"
Me:"yep they were searching the house but don't worry i got it all covered, had to go your room and clear it up as well, Sihle has your stuff"
X:"Sihle?"
Me:"yep i didn't have any other choice"
X:"you are a life saver bro"
Me:"yeah and one more thing, i had to explain to mom and dad about how i got the money to open the business and all"
X:"and what did you say?"
Me:"told them the truth but i had to skip the drug part, i also told them that you started off your business with a loan...so let’s stick to that"
X:"sure my brother"
Me:"now leave my bedroom please i have to get ready to see my son" i was singing
X:"our son bro"
Me:"don't flatter yourself, i worked alone for that boy" Xolani laughed
X:"maybe i should start thinking about making one"
Me:"maybe....now leave X, i wanna prepare myself"
X:"sure" X walked out.

So I gave Xolani some clothes to wear…we wore the same size. My mom and dad had already prepared themselves so we all left together as a family. We got there and we were taken to see the baby along with Tshililo. Everyone was excited to see the little one. You should have seen how everyone smiled and how everyone was busy doing the owww’s and ncooo’s…it was cute. After about 30 minutes with TJ we all walked back to Tshililo’s ward. I had already informed everyone what the baby’s name was and they all approved. And ow, everyone agreed that TJ looked like me. My dad even said that he looked like him…ahg that old man though. My dad tried to strike conversation with Xolani but he brushed him off.

So after the hospital we all went home. My dad asked all of us boys to have a talk with him. My mom was in the kitchen cooking something to eat. So he apologised to both of us for all the mistakes he had done in the past as a father, for leaving Xolani’s family and never looked back and for abusing my mother and for letting me and my siblings witness the abuse. By the end of our little meeting we were all on the same side. Xolani agreed to give my dad another chance at being his father. Damn I was so excited…so Xolani wasn’t just my bestfriend but my brother too. We were both happy to know that we were bound together by blood. I even suggested that he changes his surname and he laughed and said that there was no rush.

That evening I went to see my wife. She was happy to see me. I think she had already forgiven me. So we chilled and ate the home cooked meal I brought her. I told her about the delivery I was doing the following day and how nervous about it I was. I mean with the police on our tail it was risky to be driving around with bags full of drugs. Tshililo suggested that I shouldn’t do the delivery but that was not up to me so she also suggested maybe I should use a public transport. Well that sounded better…I decided that I will run the idea by Jay. So I didn’t leave the hospital until 5 in the morning. Yep I spent the night with Tshililo, we shared the little hospital bed and I had her in my arms the whole night…it felt great....perks of being at a private hospital… So I woke her up in the morning and said goodbye and then went home.

I got to the club later that morning as I received a call from Jay and found Detective Munro drinking at the bar so I had to wait for him to leave and then go to the private bar. I got there and found Jay, Xolani, Gerrit, Sticks and Javas there.
Me:"uhm detective Munro was at the bar, i had to wait for him to leave in order to come through"
Jay:"that big headed detective is starting to get on my nerves....i am this close....this close to bursting his big head off"
Sticks:"maybe we need to just silence him for good"
Jay:"are you dumb? ARE YOU F****N DUMB? You do not kill the cops that are investigating you dammit, you’ll be the first suspects on the case" we all looked down
Me:"so is the delivery still on?" he gave me a deadly stare
Jay:"is everyone in this room soo f****n dumb?You can't do any damn rounds because that poophole is on our damn a*s" he was shouting and i got a bit of a fright, for a second i thought he was gonna jump on me or something. Part of me was relieved about not doing the delivery
Jay:"i will have to talk to Svig about this, this Munro guy was transferred from Cape Town, they said he is very good in cases like this, he had brought down few druggies in the Cape, so we really have to lay low for now" we all nodded
Jay:"so if you don't mind, i want you all out of my damn club, i need to start planning"
Gerrit:"uhm boss i-"
Jay:"I SAID OUT" he shouted again

Me:"yohh things are bad neh?"
X:"very bad"
I was with Xolani walking back to the general bar. We got the shock of our lives as soon as we stepped into the bar…Munro walked into the building with his army of the police. My first instinct was to run away as quickly as i could but then it hit me, what will I say I am running from? This bar wasn’t mine and all I could do was act cool. I wanted to ask him why he was here but it was not my place. Xolani and I didn’t leave the building like we planned. We walked to the bar and ordered some strong drinks…this was bad, really bad. The Police started searching the whole building. Javas and Gerrit also came out of the private bar along with us and they came and sat at the bar with us.
Me:"please don't tell me that everything is still in this building"
Gerrit:"there is a store room but i don't know if they can get to it and if they do?"
We all ordered booze and dawned it. We were a family and leaving was no option at that moment. We were all tense and nervous….and then it happened…we saw the police walking out of the door from the secret bar with bags full of money, i knew those bags, they obviously had money inside, and then we saw the drugs. The looks on our faces were priceless, we were speechless, our mouths were just hanging open and we couldn't close them. As much as i wanted to jump in and say something to the police, there was just nothing to say. This was just unbelievable, we couldn't even run away anymore because we were going to be suspected if we do. All we did was order as many shots as we could and we were just gulping them all at once. As if what we saw was not enough, we saw Munro walking out with Jay…his hands were tied at his back…what the hell? I swear to you we almost fell on our faces, Gerrit and Javas chocked on their drinks and coughed…Xolani and I just stood there not knowing what to do next. Gerrit ran to him.
Gerrit:"uhm sorry this is my friend what’s going on? Nah nah nah there has to be some mistake somewhere"
Munro:"he is under arrest and you might join him if you continue with what you are doing"
Gerrit:'no but-"
Jay:"it’s over Gerrit, call him ok, tell him i am in" we all went to him
Me:"i am sorry"
X:'we really are"
Jay:"it aint your fault boys" they walked out
Jay:"please go to my house and inform my wife please" they put Jay in the van. Sticks came out running
Sticks:"can someone please tell me that this whole thing is a dream"
Javas:"i am afraid it’s not" Javas was shaking his head. We walked back inside the building
Me:"but how did they know about the club and the fact that we keep the stuff here? It doesn't make sense at all"
Gerrit:"someone is f****ng with us here"
Sticks:"i still can't believe that Jay is gone, what are we gonna do?"
X:"call Svig, he will know what to do" Javas took out his phone and called Svig. We all walked to the private club...the cops were already gone. He put the phone on the speaker for all of us to hear
Svig:"hello"
Javas:"uhm boss, it’s...its Javas from George, uhm something terrible happened"
Svig:"ok?"
Javas:"Jay...Jay is caught"
Svig:"what do you mean caught" there was a bit of panic on his voice
Javas:"arrested boss"
Svig:"woah woah woah hold on a minute, Jaco is arrested?"
Javas:"yes"
Svig:"how f**k so?"
Javas:"they...they confiscated all the drugs, the money and the guns that were at the club"
Svig:"F**********k i am coming down" we heard him scream, he was breathing heavily and then the phone cut off, we all looked at each other and breathed

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So we had to wait for Svig to drive from PE and that was going to take him more than three hours or less if he drives like a maniac but either way we had to wait. In the meantime Gerrit called Jay’s lawyer and told him what happened. After a lot of waiting Svig walked into the club with two guys…he was as pissed as f***
Svig:"anyone care to enlighten me about what happened?" he had a scary look on his face and his voice was hoarse and calm
Javas:"uhm ta....the police just budged in here and started searching"
Svig:"so everything was just in the open?"
Gerrit:"everything was in the room over there"
Svig:"dammit" he said shaking his head with his eyes closed…he opened his eyes and looked at us all
Svig:"do you have any idea what this means? There is no way that we’re gonna work our way through this, i mean the stock was worth more than 3 milli and then the guns and the money was few milli...dammit how can Jay be so stupid?" he took out his phone
Svig:"where the hell are you? I am here dammit......just get your police a*s in here ok?" and he dropped the call. We all went quiet and waited. After about 10 minutes two policemen walked in…they looked really scared.
Svig:"you have a lot of explaining to do" he was looking at the two police man with his hands folded on his chest
Police1:"uhm ta Svig we...we…"  with the speed of light Svig walked to one Police Officer and grabbed him by his neck and pinned him against the wall…all I saw was his Police shoes hanging mid air
Svig:"do you have any idea what you've cost me? Huh? Do you?" he was growling bruh…scary s*** right there
Svig:"more than 7 million, that’s what you've caused me today and as for Jay, he is never coming out, this is going to cost him his damn life" he threw the police on the floor and stood against the wall
Svig:"i am paying you every damn month to keep us informed and then this happens?"
Police2:"we didn't know, no one knew at the station, there is a new detective, he don't discuss his plans, he just do everything alone with his team"
Svig:'this is what you are going to do, make a plan, i don't know if you have to kill the station commander or steal the docket or bribe your way into it but one thing for sure, i want Jay back"
Police1:"but boss that guy keep the docket with him"
Svig:"this is not up for discussion, your damn life depend on this, fix this mess or you can kiss the universe good bye"
Police:"boss i- "
Svig:"HEEEEYYY f*** off, leave this damn place" Svig was furious. I had never been this scared in my entire little life. The two police man stumbled and walked out

Svig:"i can't believe this" he whispered
Svig:"i can't f*****ng believe this, so who is this detective kak huh? Do you know him perhaps?”
Javas:"not really boss, he is new and he was transferred from Cape Town"
Svig:"that kak has some serious nerve, to take on Svig like this? No one and i mean no one take my 7 milli and still wake up alive the following morning, we are bombing that police station of theirs"
Me:"wha...what?"
Sticks:"ahhhh boss i don't mean to be disrespectful but a police station?"
Svig:"they have my damn 7 milli in there, there is no way that i am letting it go, i need my coke and my money back plus my guns" we all just looked at each other with disbelief
Svig:"don't...don't give me those looks, don't tell me that you thought i was just gonna let them get away with taking my damn money? We are going to that station and we are going to get my money virstan jy?" we all nodded
Gerrit:"ahhh boss, you know i respect you big time but eish this is too much for me, i wanna bail out"
Me:"me too" I decided to jump at the opportunity as well maybe this might be my big break out of this life
Svig:"who else wanna quit? Who don't wanna do this with me?" he said looking at all of us. Xolani also raised his hand
Svig:"listen to me and listen to me very carefully, this is a life time job, you don’t just up and leave, you don't chow my money and get rich and then decide that you can't do it anymore, do you see Jay? That’s how you bail out of this b****, its either that or you are permanently removed from this earth, other than that, you belong to me, i own your a** so don't even think about quitting because it ain't gonna happen"
Gerrit:"but hijacking a police station?"
Svig:"owk i am giving you a choice, we are going to that police station or i shoot you right here and right now, at least then you won't have to stress about hijacking anything.....and owww don't test me, i won't hesitate to pull the trigger on any of you" he said the last part pointing at us all, i was scared more than the word scared. This guy didn't have a heart;I wondered how Sibu lived with someone like this as a husband
Svig:"great, i take it that you are all interested, follow me, we have a damn hijacking to get ready for" we drag our feet and followed him

We got into Svig’s cars that were parked outside and we drove to his house in Wilderness. We got there and he led us to his basement. He had lot of guns in there; I had never seen so many guns in my life believe me. So Svig told us that this whole operation that we were about to embark on was not about his money and the coke that was stolen…nope, he said that it was more about the respect. He had to maintain his image out there and according to him this was a logical way to do it. We were busy preparing when Gerrit decided to be stupid.

Gerrit:"you’re gonna have to forgive me boss but i want out" he pulled a gun on Ta Svig, the funny thing is...well maybe not so funny but weird thing is that Svig looked at Gerrit and then had a very good laugh for few minutes
Javas:"uhm Gerrit mfowethu, please put that down, you don't wanna do that please" ok I wished that Gerrit could pull that trigger and save us all from this crap we were about to do
Svig:"that was a good laugh...uhm" he looked really cool
Svig:"before you pull that trigger boy....nahh don't stress i am not gonna try and fight you owk? just know that if you happen to pull that little trigger and i die right here and right now, which i don't really mind because i knew years back when i joined this s***t that my life was on the line and i am always prepared to die so this whole operation is bigger than you guys think" he smiled a faint smile
Svig:"pull that trigger and you won't even make it out of this house alive, that’s how armed i am, i have my people all over this city...do you see that small little thing over there? And that one over there? those are the cameras, i have my guys watching us, so go ahead and kill me boy if it makes you feel better its just a pity that you’re will follow me in less than 5 minutes" Svig turned his back on Gerrit and went to one of the computer
Svig:"i am supposed to be dead already coloured boy" he said with a deep calm voice. Ok this dude was just too scary for my liking, i mean who is not afraid to die people? You don’t die and come back and no body knows what happens after dying so everybody is supposed to be afraid. Gerrit started shaking
Svig:"i am waiting, just blow my head off already" Gerrit threw the gun across the room and started crying…ok this took me by surprise, I always took Gerrit for a strong guy…I guess every situation is different
Svig:"ok i am soo disappointed with Jay's team, i thought he groomed you guys well for this, i mean it looks like no one is ready to take over Jay's position amongst you guys.....let me get this straight, this is not for faint hearted, this is for men, real men....life is a b**** and we have to be tough with it, you have to live everyday expecting to die, i don't mind dying but i wanna know that if i die now, will my business be taken care of? Let me tell you a story, this business was my father’s, i had to take over from him when he died, he died when i was about 15 years....yeah and i became the gang boss at that age, it wasn't easy but i got the hang of it because my dad had taught me the basics before he passed on. I learned to look death in the eyes and not be afraid, death is part of every gangster's life, i was not playing games when i said Gerrit must kill me if it makes him feel better, its something that is gonna happen anyway.....and I am not too happy about the fact that Jay didn't teach you that"
Stricks:"don't you worry about your child and your wife?"
Svig:"i always make sure that i give them the best of everything when i still can, my dad did the same for me, but if i die i die, they will have to continue with their life without me, at least they will be taken care of….guys this is your lives, take risks, when you are in this kind of life, you have lot of enemies, and i mean a lot....the cops are not your friends, all they want is to arrest us and we also have to do anything to protect ourselves”
Javas:" but hijacking a police station is-"
Svig:"nah listen, we are doing this…no discussion around that, it’s about time you accept who you really are, this is not time for tears and all that" He looked at Gerrit and shook his head. He walked to him and looked him straight in the eyes
Svig:"no one and i mean no one in my team, has ever pointed a gun at me....i feel..." he closed his eyes and then open them again
Svig:"disrespected but i will tell you this, i am not in the mood to kill any of my team members today so consider this your lucky day but just remember that if ever you pull a stunt like that again......i won't even think twice before killing you ok?" he had that scary look on
Svig:"so this is how its gonna go down, we both know that the police stations are usually so chilled out neh, i mean they don't expect anyone to hijack them or anything of that sort, so this is gonna be very easy... i know you are probably thinking that this guy is insane but its all in your heads, get rid of that fear boys, this is nothing. I am just waiting for a call right now to let me know where exactly the stuff is being kept and after fetching them, i will have my guys in Cape Town to take in Munro's son, and then with that i can set up a meeting with this Munro guy, he has to know who he is up against, i know i won’t be able to bring Jay back but i can prevent anything from happening in the near future"
X:"eishh"
Svig:"don't sweat it, i have more guys to back us up so it’s no big deal, i have been involved in some serious s**t boys, this is nothing"
Sticks:"owk"
Svig:"pack up the machines that we will use"
Damn, it felt like i was acting in some Tom Cruise movie, this was some scary s**t in front of me. I thought about what Svig had said, you should always be prepared to die, how does one do that? How do you accept such fate? My child was still in hospital, he was not even a month old and i am supposed to be fine with leaving him? The thought of Tshililo alone in this world without me made me sick
Javas:"hey V Boy focus man" i snapped out of my thoughts.

We started preparing the guns and Svig explained to us how everything was going to play out. We were all given few minutes to call our families before the real game begins. I called my wife immediately. She was happy to hear that we were not doing the delivery anymore. I didn’t tell her what we were actually going to do, I didn’t want to stress her to death. After the call with Tshililo I stood against the wall and prayed for God to protect us. I wanted to laugh at myself…who prays to God while they are on their way to commit crimes huh? I guess I was totally messed up. I thought of what I was about to do and realised that this was not just about me hustling, I had become a real criminal…I thought of my son and my eyes became teary…what kind of a father am I huh? Svig briefed us and drew the whole station down and explained to us how everything was supposed to play out. The whole thing was not even supposed to take 5 minutes…five minutes was more than enough, we had to be out of there before the Police could even know what hit them.

Xolani came to me before we got inside the cars
X:"it’s do or die"
Me:"do or die"
X:"if something happens to one of us.....the deal is still on, whoever survives takes care of the family"
Me:"sure....i love you bro"
X:"i love you too"
Me:"let’s do this" we hugged and then it was game on

So Svig had organised some stolen cars for us. We went to the police station and the two cars stopped at the N2 parking just at the entrance of the station. We all got out of the cars except for the drivers. We had face masks and hands gloves on to protect ourselves.just like how we planned it, we didn’t waste any time. We got there and shot whoever tried to get on our way. Some guys went to collect the package while some of us stood at the reception and the entrance and be on watch. After less than a minute the guys came out with the bags and we all ran to the cars and we drove off. We got close to the Outenique Nature Reserve and found Svig’s cars waiting for us there. We all got out and drove out with our cars. We drove to Svig’s house immediately. Damn we pulled it off. We only realised that Sticks got shot when we were already in the house. We carried him in and then Svig stood in the middle of the lounge and clapped his hands
Svig:"bravo guys, did you see how easy it was? Fear is in you heads and once you overcome that then you can do anything"
Javas:"i am just glad it’s over"
Svig:"not really, we still need to get in touch with Munro"

Svig took out his phone and made a call
Svig:"Munro"
Munro:"hello"
Svig:"got my video?"
Munro:"wh...What are you...playing at...do...do you have any idea who i am?"
Svig:"uhm i think so....the starring detective right? Well may i have your attention sir....i wanna have a meeting with you asap"
Munro:"can you please let my son go"
Svig:"the sooner you get here the sooner we might....just might let him go....obviously it will depend on our conversation...so there is a black Benz outside the police station so make your way towards that vehicle now"
Munro:"i am not at the police station, i am at the scene"
Svig:"i know, trying to catch the guys that broke into the police station huh?.....well i am giving you 15 minutes to go to that car that's waiting for you at the station"
Munro:"please don't hurt my son"
Svig:'14 minutes 50 seconds"
Munro:"but i can's just up and leave please man"
Svig:"14 minutes 43 seconds"
Munro:"ok i am leaving" Svig dropped the call and smiled...this was his first smile since I met him
Gerrit:"i am impressed boss"
Svig:"before you get impressed, you owe me" he got to him and grabbed him by his collars
Gerrit:"i thought you said-"
Svig:"yep that’s because we had a task at hand, i didn't want my anger to cloud my judgement"
Gerrit:"sorry boss"
Svig:"YOU DO NOT POINT A GUN AT TA SVIG do you understand?" he was really angry, he took out a gun and pointed it at Gerrit
Svig:"if ever you pull a stunt like that again? You are dead"
Gerrit:"yess boss"
Svig:"owk that’s out of the way now...please remove all these bags, we are going to have visitor" we took all the bags to the basement

So Munro came and Svig told him that he had his son and if he needed him to be safe then he should abandon the investigation. The poor man tried to speak for himself but you don’t really win against Svig, it was impossible to…at the end Munro agreed to let go of the whole investigation. He was also told that he was now on Svig’s payroll…that only meant that he was now part of us…looking at him I could see that he was only agreeing to all this because he wanted his family to be safe but he wasn’t really on it.

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After celebrating the victory we all went our separate ways. Xolani told me that he was tired and needed some rest. I decided to go see my wife for a while. I got there and Tshililo greeted me with the headlines she’s been reading about on news 24…apparently George Police station was robbed and this was after an arrest of a gangster mogul named Jaco…she asked me if I knew the guy and I tried to say I didn’t but I guess lying was just not for me so she could see through me. And knowing that I knew Jay she put all the pieces together and came to the conclusion that I was involved in the hijacking of the station. I tried to tell her that we had to do it, that it was part of the job but she lost it. She started crying and said that she was scared that with Jay gone then I was going to be the next. And then she talked about me slipping away from who I used to be. She said that with each passing day I was become less of what I used to be and more and more of a monster…she said that the person I was becoming scared the shit out of her but through all of that crap…she said she was still in love with me and she could do anything for me. she told me that I better not cheat on her or hurt her in any way because this life was painful…she said it hurts to know that I get involved in such creepy dangerous stuff, she stays awake at night worrying about me and she don’t want to go through all this s*** and gets to be tossed away in the future. She told me that I better not start any funny business because she’d kill for me. I don’t know if she meant that part but there was something in the way she said it that told me that she could actually do it. After the chat with Tshililo I went to see my son and then left. I got home and found my parents talking about what happened at the Police Station, I just said that I heard about it while I was with Tshililo because I told them that after school I’d go chill with her. Yep they thought I was at school the whole afternoon. And now that I have mentioned school…I doubt if I was going to finish this year of varsity.

The following morning was a Saturday. I went to campus to Xolani’s room. He looked depressed. He said that he told his mom about our dad and the woman was furious and didn’t want Xolani to have anything to do with him and on the other hand Sihle was still saying that she don’t want him in his life so I suggested that maybe we should get Tshililo to talk to Sihle and talk some sense into her. After that talk, Xolani got ready and we went to Svig’s house where we were going to have a meeting. We got there and the discussion was about Jay and his court case. After the meeting some of us went to Jay’s house to show support to his wife. So guess who I found in the house? Teressa…yep the girl was a sister to Jay’s wife. I was shocked to see her and she seemed more than happy to see me. I don’t know but it seemed like the universe was trying way too dammed hard for me and this girl to be together…I mean I had actually met her four times without planning it…first time at the bar, second time at the restaurant while I was with Tshililo, 3rd time at the airport and then today. I don’t know man but that girl seemed to have some magnet pulling me to her…so we almost kissed but we didn’t and she didn’t make a secret of her feelings for me…she said she wanted me but I told her that I was a married man with a son and I wasn’t about to mess that up. Xolani sensed the vibe between me and the girl but I told him that we were nothing but just friends.

So Xolani and I drove home after visiting Jay’s wife. We were chilling discussing businesses when Xolani said he wanted a new car but he wasn’t sure if the timing was good. I told him that he should go for it, I mean he had legit businesses so it wasn’t really going to be an issue. My dad overheard us talking about new cars and he asked us to get him a new car…can you believe it? well we started searching for his car right away and we stumbled upon an Audi A7…the old man said he loved it and we decided to get it for him.

At around four in the late afternoon we all left together to go see Tshililo. She was happy to see us and it was good to see the baby as well. After a lot of laughing and chatting we left and went back home. Xolani said goodbye and went back to campus. I was on my way to Svig’s house to pick up a parcel to be delivered to George when I received a call from Teressa. Yep I had no idea how she got my number but she searched for them until she found them. She wanted to see me but I told her that I couldn’t at the moment because I was busy so we just agreed that maybe we’ll do it next time. I got to Svig’s house and picked up a parcel. As always Gerrit was going to drive behind me just for safety, he was with Javas. We had our guns with us and Svig told us to keep our cellphones on just in case. So we loaded the parcel in my SUV and we drove off to PE.

My phone rang as soon as I entered PE, it was Svig
Me:"boss"
Svig:"dammit Munro played us....my house is full of police and detectives as we speak but don't sweat it they won't find fokol here but there are some coming for you guys, you need to play this right" i felt my body going numb, i stepped on the brakes immediately and almost hit the dashboard. My cell phone fell and I quickly picked it up
Svig:'this is not the time to be scared, you need to toughen up boy, step on that benz and i will call in a few seconds, i have to warn Gerrit too" he dropped the call, dammit i was caught, this was it for me…I stepped on the accelerator without a care in the world…my life was depending on this, i can't go to jail, no i can't go to jail. Within a minute Javas called
Me:"Mjav"
Javas:"step on it boy, the game has just began, we pull this off or we follow Jay" there was no way in hell that i was gonna follow Jay. Lord help me so that i can make it out of this alive and not in jail. I looked at the rear view mirror and saw the police cars behind me…I thanked God for my Benz so i needed to step on it knowing fully well that my life depended on it. Gerrit and Javas were also speeding. I opened the cabin and took out a gun because it was about to go down.

I called Svig as soon as I could see that the cops were a bit far from me
Svig:"V Boy where are you?"
Me:"uhm i..... i have just passed Samantha way or something like that"
Svig:"owk good, now you are going to turn to your right on the Cape Road, check for the board please"
Me:"ok i got it"
Svig:"is Gerrit still close by?"
Me:"yeah they are just behind me"
Svig:"listen here, i have a house in Summerstrand, its either you gonna have to make sure that you lose the police and go to my house and drop the stuff or let me make a phone call right now, i will get some guys and you will have to lose the police for a minute and move the stuff to the guys ok? And don't start shooting because you have to appear innocent"
Me:"thanks boss" he dropped the call, Dammit i was panicking, my hands were sweating, i was stressed out. Xolani called and wished me good luck.

I passed  the red traffic lights close to the Greencres Mall…I couldn’t wait for them to turn green, I just couldn’t. Gerrit did the same and also got off easily. We were speeding through the road when I looked at the rear view mirror and saw Gerrit colliding with another vehicle and their car rolled. Dammit I felt like I was watching a movie, everything happened so fast and yet I played it in slow motion. I quickly parked the car at the side of the road. There was no time to stop and think or try to be reasonable, all I had to do was take some serious actions, that’s all was required of me. I got there and the car was laying on its side and the guys didn’t look good at all but that was the least of my concern. All I needed was to take their guns and run off…the guns were illegal and could lend them in jail. So I looked for the guns and took all of them. I was about to run off to my car when Javas said “be careful V Boy please, you can’t go in” I nodded and ran to my car. I put the guns at the front seat and pray to God that I don’t get caught because with the drugs and the guns I had in my car I could go away for a very very long time. My phone rang and it was Svig. He told me that there was a ford focus that was going to rescue me. Yep he had some guys who were going to take the drugs and the guns I had but we had to do everything fast.

So he told me to take the Cape Road and all the way to Russel Road and then get to the intersection close to the harbour and turn left on the Goven Mbeki Avenue Road. The black ford focus will be waiting for me just after my left turn. I had to make sure that by the time the police take that turn then I have already offloaded everything and not anywhere near that ford focus. Lord I was praying to God to help me pull this one off. I did as he explained and damn boy I managed to offload everything and by the time the police got to Goven Mbekie Avenue I had already driven away from the car. I didn’t greet the guys or said anything to them…nope all I did was give them the package and drove off. I slowed down when I was already on the M4 to Sumnmerstrand and then the police caught up to me and stopped me. I stooped, got out of the car and put my hands in the air. They got to me and searched my car and found nothing incriminating. I went on and on about how insulted I was and then I pulled a race card and said that this was all happening to me because I am black and if I was a white person they were not gonna do it. You know how the race card always works and it did. The police drove off and left me there.

I got in the car, locked and cried. I was tired, this whole thing was just too much, i wanted out but i knew it was impossible, how was i gonna keep on living like this, risking my life every damn second that passes by? I wanted to quit so badly, i wanted my old life back, i wanted to be that young poor Thembu who used to play instruments at church, I wanted my normal life back. But look at me now, i was only turning 21 next month but daaaamn it felt like i was turning 31 or something close to it. I closed my eyes and cried for good few minutes. There was only one person that i needed at that time, one person that could make me forget all this mess… i needed Tshililo because she was my everything.

I then called Svig and told him that everything worked out. He was proud of me and I actually didn’t give a hoot about that. I drove back to the accident scene…Gerrit was a bit injured and was going to be taken to the hospital and Javas was fine and said that he will drive back with me. Javas told me how I took him by surprise and how proud he was of me…well I guess this whole thing was really becoming who I am. I called Tshililo while we were driving back and told her that I was close to getting arrested, I didn’t tell her the whole details but just that I came so close. I told her that I will come to the hospital as soon as I get to George, no matter how late it was, I was gonna go see my wife.

So Javas and I drove to Svig’s house because that was his request. We got there and he thanked us and said that we were going to be highly rewarded for all the trouble we went through. To be honest, the idea of getting paid meant nothing to me. All the money I was getting was nothing compared to the job itself. So he told us that he was going to teach Munro a lesson and that was tomorrow’s job. After that he let us go. We got into our cars and drove off. I drove to the hospital to see my wife. I drove by the garage and bought some snacks and some drinks. The securities knew me by now so they didn’t question me, I went to her room and she was sleeping when I got there. I put the plastic bag on the floor, took off my shoes and took out my phone and my wallet from my jean and climbed on the bed beside her. She woke up as soon as I joined her

Tshili:” you are here”
Me:” I am here” I held her so tight and just like that my stress level went down, all my worries and fears seemed so far away from me, that's the effect she had on me, my one and only, i will be damned if this girl ever leave me
Tshili:"i don't wanna lose you"
Me:"you won't lose me bbe, ever" She asked me what happened and I told her everything that’s happened since Jay’s arrest
Tshili:"we are never gonna get out of this life are we?" she looked sad. She said as soon as I had told her everything
Me:"no" I said while shaking my head
Me:"come here" I was getting out of bed
Tshili:"where are we going?"
Me:" nowhere, we are just going to dance" I was smiling
Tshili:"dance?"
Me:"yep dance" she got out of bed smiling
Tshili:"you love to act white"
Me:"who knows, maybe i am a coconut, brown on the outside and white on the inside" she laughed
Tshili:"yeah maybe"
Me:"mhm you look good on that dress" i was laughing softly, her smile quickly faded; she knew i was teasing her because she was wearing that hospital dress
Tshili:"I will go back to bed Thembuluwo"
Me:'ahhh bbe please don’t do that” I took out my phone and played our song...Kristina Perry (Twilight) - Thousand years....Tshililo couldn’t help but smile.
Tshili:"you are just something else"
Me:"and you love me right?" she laughed. This is what i needed, some intimate time with my other half, even though we were not making love, this was good enough, just having her close to me, feeling her heart beat
Tshili:' I love you nana"
Me:" I love you too nana…you and our son are the only people that I am currently living for…you give me a reason to want to live”
Tshili:" I am prepared to be your other half…during good or bad times...i will be around” we were in each other’s arms and moving slowly to the music
Me:"you make me feel alive and loved Tshili, you are the only person in the world that makes me feel like that....i am so in love with you woman"
Me:" today i was this close to being jailed...but if it happens and…well don't get me wrong I am not saying that it will happen but anything is possible even Jay never thought that he’ll get arrested one day....so if i happen to get arrested Tshili, will you promise not to move on? I mean even if I get 20 years babe i wouldn't bear the thought of you with someone else or have my son call another man as daddy, I can’t bear that” I was looking straight into her eyes
Tshili:"i hate talking about this; i don't want you getting arrested"
Me:"i know you don't but with the rate at which things are going, well anything is possible....so?"
Tshili:"I love only you and i wouldn’t be with anyone else and hopefully it won't happen" i looked at her and smiled. I know I was being selfish but hey I loved this girl. We went back to sleep without eating any of the food I brought. I woke up tomorrow morning at around seven and left. Tshililo was still sleeping when I left.

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I got home in the morning and my dad was ready to leave. Xolani was also there. So we took our dad to the airport along with my mom. After that we drove back home. Xolani drove back to the campus to get ready for the meeting that was going to take place at Svig’s house in the afternoon. He came back after preparing himself and we drove together to the house. I gave him a feedback on what took place in PE while we drove to Svig…he was really shocked at the events that took place. We got there and found all the other guys already there. Svig was having a torturing party for Munro…yep he had him in flesh. There was a big screen at the basement where he was showing Munro’s 10 years old boy and his 16 years old girl being tortured. Munro cried and begged for forgiveness so that Svig can cut his kids some slack but Svig didn’t want to hear of it. We all couldn’t bear to see the kids being tortured and we all begged him to at least torture the man himself…we were both parents and it was hard to watch the kids going through so much pain. They were being slapped and whipped like hell. Svig finally heard our complains and then gave a call for the kids to be left alone. He then started with Munro…dude this was some hard-core gangster s***. They used some hard metal thingy to beat him up, used a drill to drill some holes on his bones, a grinder to cut him here and there…bruh there was a pool of blood. Xolani and I couldn’t bear it anymore and we asked to be excused and lucky for us…Svig let us go…it was funny how Sticks was having the time of his life even when he was injured from the shootout at the station. After that hot horrible meeting we drove back home. My mom had cooked a good meal for us. We ate, took a shower and went to bed. I called Tshililo just before I go to sleep.

The following morning there was another meeting at Jay’s club. Another day of not attending classes for us. Believe me this year was going to be worse than all the other years. Svig was going to introduce us to the new boss…yeah I was hoping that the new boss could be a friendly one. We greeted each other and then Svig went straight to the point.
Svig:"uhm i still have Muro, still teaching him a lesson but that’s not why we are here....i wanna introduce you guys to your new boss....as i said before, none of you guys have the balls to run this business so i had to find someone who won't risk the police finding anything like Jay did...i decided to call a friend of mine, we know each other from way back and i am 120% sure that this candidate will clap this job....this person has proven to be very good at this, better than all of you"
Sticks:"i wanna see this guy"
Svig:"Bee" Svig shouted
It was so quiet and then we heard a high heel shoe walking towards us. We all turned around and looked. Dammmmn whoever this chick was neh? She was totally hot. She was a coloured girl, long hair, long straight legs, obviously light skinned, small Chinese eyes, body to die for, right size kinda boobs and just enough ass. So i am looking at this girl like what the F**k? Is it even legal to be this hooot? Oww damn i forgot to explain what she was wearing right? ahhh well she was in military shorts…yep the short was not lose so it was a bit tight, she also wore a white tank top…her cleavage looked on point mfo. She was also wearing a high heel brown knee high boot, she had a red lipstick on, she had a very minimum make up….she had one big tattoo at her arm and on her leg. Her hair looked wet and were tied up in a pony. I think all the guys thought that Bee was just going to welcome a guy who was going to be our boss because as much as we were looking at the hot creature that just entered the room, our eyes were still lingering on the door to check on the boss that was coming to join us…I honestly thought Bee was the boss’s girlfriend
Svig:"gentleman meet your boss....miss Bee aka Bonita"
"What" we chorused. This can't be, this hot little girl is supposed to be our boss? No ways
Guy 1:"nahh you are joking right?"
Javas:"huh hauwa it can't be"
X:"are you for real?"
Guy:"there is no way in hell that we will have little Barbie running the show" within a blink of an eye the guy who said that statement was down on the floor and Barbie had her knee on his neck…how the heck did she do that?
Bee:"what did ya say?" she was on top of him
Guy 2:"ahhh"
Bee:"i thought as much" mhm she had Letty’s voice from Fast and Furious. She got off him…dammit that thigh
Svig:"ok guys, i know you are feeling a little bit offended because you don't know this girl but believe me, if you think Svig is bad then you haven't seen bad"
Bee:"stop explaining Svig, they will get to know me....i ain't here to play but to run this B****. I know Svig from way back, we kinda grew up together in this game, he know that he can’t talk s***t to me" she looked at him and smiled and he smiled back. Damn people I was taken
Svig:"i have already briefed Bee about what should be done here"
Bee:"yeah i know all about you guys and....i have my plans, i have a different working technique, different from Jay's or Svig's.....you should know this about me. There is one thing i don't deal well with" she walked over to the guy she had her knee on and grabbed him by his shirt
"Disrespect" she said on his ear
"Yeah ya'll heard me, i am a woman right? and men feel that they can't really work under a woman, especially gangsters, i have had the same sort of challenge before....and believe me i know just how to deal with it....try any funny business with me and you will see" she had a serious look on, she then looked at us all. The whole thing seemed so wrong; i mean how do a hot beautiful girl like her end up here as a gangster. So there it is…our boss was a woman

After that little meeting Xolani and I decided to hit the bar for some drinks…we wanted to unwind. Guess who we met at the club? Teressa. Yeah I left Xolani and went to talk to her. I don’t know man we had small a talk and then we just clicked and the next thing I know I am taking her to my car and we are making out. Thank God I had tinted windows. I made it clear to her that I was married and that whatever this was it was not going to develop into anything more and she was game. We were busy making out when someone knocked at the window. I rolled the window down and Xolani gave me the 'what the F are you doing look' so I fixed myself
Me:"uhm you gonna have to go in, i have to talk to my brother"
Teressa:"you mean your friend?"
Me:"he is both" I opened the door and she walked out and left me
X:"really Thembu, really? Did you just sleep with her?" I got out of the car
Me:"Xolani calm down, no body died ok?" he gave me that fake laugh
X:"no body died? Do you even hear what you are saying? You are married Thembu, you have a wife"
Me:"i know and i am sorry"
X:"why are you apologising to me? It’s not like you are married to me, you have a wife and you need to respect her"
Me:"Xolani chill i didn't sleep with her"
X:"and if i didn't come? What then?"
Me:"but you did come didn't you? I mean you are always everywhere, how about you let me make my owk mistakes mfondini, I am not a child, i am a grown a** man"
X:"wo… i did let you make a mistake Thembu, getting married was one, i warned you didn't i? I asked you if you were ready to settle and you said you were" honestly i was angry at Xolani, I mean if it wasn’t for him I’d be far with Teressa right now
Me:"you are making a big deal out of this whole thing mfowethu, it’s not like i have cheated on her before"
X:"you didn't learn anything from your dad did you? You also want to have a Xolani in your life? i mean a child you can abandon when you go back home?" I put my hands on my head and looked at him, Xolani was blowing this whole thing out of proportion
Me:"when did you become so serious Xolani? Hauwa man i hate this new uptight person you've become, what happened to my best friend, the guy who sleep around with girls"
X:"i am not married and plus that was before i realised we shared a father....so you were prepared to sleep with that coloured girl vele?" I just shrugged my shoulders
X:"what's happening with you? You know what? Don’t answer, you are just gonna disappoint me even more, take me to the campus please"
Me:"you are not going back to the house?"
X:"nahh i can see that i am crowding you" he got inside my car and I did the same too
Me:"i am sorry about the way i talked to you....i am just sexually frustrated i guess" he didn’t say anything
Me:"Xolani?"
X:"like I said, you are not married to me so you don't owe me an explanation, take me to campus"
Damn i was now feeling bad. I dropped Xolani off and drove back to the house. I was thankful to Xolani in a way…I mean if it wasn’t for him then what? I would have cheated on my wife. Teressa called me but I told her that something came up so maybe next time…in fact I told her that I’ll make it up to her. I don’t know what that meant though.

I got home and took a very long shower as if trying to get rid of any scent of Teressa. After that I went to the hospital to see my wife. Well she was happy to see me and I was guilty as F**k. Sihle came to check on Tshililo. My wife and I saw this as an opportunity to try and get her back to Xolani. So we told her about how Xolani ended up where he was and how he had love issues because of his dad and his dead twin…sihle knew nothing about the twin and after we explained to her about how much he needed her in his life and how life could still be possible even with Xolani as a gangster…we managed to change her mind…yeyy

The following morning Xolani came to the house and had breakfast that my mom prepared. After that we told my mom we were going to school but we were actually going to the club.
Me:"i am sorry about yesterday" I said while we drive
X:"your life Thembu, I am not getting involved anymore"
Me:'i know but i wanna apologise for the way i talked to you"
X:"ok"
Me:"owk i will be honest, i do feel a little bit trapped you know, it’s not just about me anymore, i have a wife and a baby but i also wanna act like i am 21 you know....because that’s my actual age...our job on the other side is draining, a guy need to have some fun"
X:"i am not gonna argue with you anymore, one thing for sure i am not gonna get married anytime soon, i don't wanna be as confused as you are"
Me:"eish"
X:"and thanks for talking to Sihle, we fixed things"
Me:"woow that’s great news"

So we had the meeting with Bee. She was telling us about the changes she was going to make. Deliveries were not going to be a one man’s show anymore we were all going to rotate…there was a pick up trip from Cape Town and a drop off trip to PE so we were all going to rotate doing them. She also suggested that we don’t use fancy cars during our deliveries because they draw more attention. We were done with the meeting and she asked us if we have any more questions
X:"uhm this is not about work...but...i just wanted to know....like...do you have kids?" she starred at him
Bee:"no" she had her fighting face on
Javas:"husband?"
Bee:"of course not.....oh ow" she looked at us again
Bee:"do not tell me that some of you boys are falling for Bee? Or should i say you are day dreaming about having Bee....well boys i don't do my junior colleagues ok? I am here as your boss and none of ya'll is gonna have any of this....are we together?" we all just starred at her
"Do you understand?"
"Sure Bee"
After that meeting we went to Jay’s bail hearing and he was denied bail


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